That’s where I’ll write about my days…
I’m married, but porn almost made me lose everything. I’m on my longest streak by far - 71 days, 2nd longest was 14 days xD.
PMO used to consume all my free time, and, when it wasn’t enough, sometimes it consumed my nights as well…
I was depressed, unfocused, peverted. And, in top of that, I had ED AND DE.
That, ED is not a problem for me… After years of blue pills abuse, I used to take them everyday, because I was terrified about my thing not working again… The eyes of the woman you love, not understanding why she wasn’t sexy for you anymore, and your conscious reminding you that you can’t get hard for the life of you because you fap 3 to 6 times a day, every single day… I can’t find a word for it, it is excruciating.
DE (delayed ejaculation) looks inoffensive, one even think it is the greatest thing because you can last for so long … But, when both are tired, or when your girl has done her best and she couldn’t finish you, trust me, it is awful. Still I’m not healed from it, although I feel my sensibility growing to stages I never knew (yes, I have it since I was still virgin… I used to fap at least 3 times a day since I was very young. And, whenever I was alone at home, that number skyrocket to 10 to 15 times).
Today in special the urges are very strong, so I chose to write and resist it.
God bless you all my friends, let’s win this together!
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