Yes I am, but he actually did the same in my Diary and I had to shut him up.
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Lol I didn’t know that 
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Sorry about that @Awaken_one
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@ejuile I think that you should definitely write a book. In my opinion I believe that all Christians should have a different perspective on things. Vinyl Georges Beko create a man perspective on pornography so women should also have the opportunity to see it in a different light. This is only my opinion.
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Thank you very much @Prayer_Warrior, I’ll definitely keep this in mind.
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@ejuile
Thats nice idea to share your experience
I would give you an idea to start the book…
But share it here too… People will ask/give opinions and you would get more ideas about whats missing or what should not be there etc
Like you may share a series of ( To be continued …)
And when your book will be complete
You would already have many readers who have discussed a lot with u
Now you can go for final publications … And have an option of changing anything if u want to…!!!
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That’s a really great idea, it will definitely make the process a bit easier, thank you @Alinofapper
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Hi, I came across this free resource, it’s a 21-day program created by Covenant Eyes. It’s called Arise, and it provides information on recovery techniques, encouragement, and community support to help women break free from unwanted ■■■■ use and find sexual healing.
Here is a link to Arise, in case you’re interested or know anyone who it might help : Home | Arise
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U r always welcome ejulie…
I hope so it will be more beneficial for all… The reader and the writer
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So a few days ago, I told a lie. It was such a silly lie that I felt embarrassed, instead of telling the truth, I prayed silently and asked for mercy.
Fast forward to today, I told another lie, it wasn’t as little as the last one but it was also quite avoidable and once again instead of owning up to the truth, I prayed silently and tried to push down the guilt I felt. later on, I began to have a lot of lustful thoughts and the urge to give in came on quite strong. I prayed like I usually did and the feeling left for some seconds and came back stronger with more thoughts that I knew were unlike me.
In that moment, God made me realize that each time I lied and hid my sins rather than bring them to light, I opened myself up to a bunch of things that i can’t see with my eyes and immediately i went on my knees to pray.
Now don’t get me wrong, I’m not trying to say God didn’t have mercy on me when I made those silent prayer, He is merciful and faithful but the problem was I was trying to put up an exterior of perfection that was obviously a lie, a life without accountability and if I’m not careful, these little sins might turn into something much worse.
Let me give you a scenario, if I kept going down this path, I would have probably given in to the urge and had a relapse but I wouldn’t own up to it, I would silently ask for mercy and keep acting like my streak is over a thousand days but I’m owning up to what I did now, and I’m also going to tell someone I know to make sure I’m accountable.
Mercy from God is quite important in live but mercy without accountability can sometimes lead us on an expressway to lust.
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I exactly didn’t got u…
Were u lying that you have been away from PMO for more than 1000 days??
Or was it true…
If not true…
Whats your real current streak and highest streak?
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I appreciate the equity that you have brought upon us. It shall unite us all
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Hi @Alinofapper
You must have gotten me wrong, I didn’t lie about my streak (it’s 1078 days today!)
I lied about two different things that are completely unrelated to this addiction and after those two lies, I noticed I began to have a really strong urge to give in to ■■■■ ( God made me realize that not being honest had opened my heart to a bunch of stuff, that’s why I started to feel the urge to give in).
When the urge came, for a second, I thought I could give in and pretend like my streak was still over a thousand days but thankfully Jesus didn’t let that happen!
The whole point of the post was to let you guys know that little sins that have nothing to do with ■■■■ can be a gateway to having a relapse. So we need to be accountable not just for this addiction but for all our actions.
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