At this moment, consider yourself frozen in time. Your purpose has now become clear to you. There was one before, and now there are two. What has been happening for the past two days was not a curse, but a boon. You finally know now what you have to do. Creating your own world is not enough, to rewire your mind is imperative as well.
There once was a disease called plague that killed millions of people. And now thanks to medicine, it is in the past. There once were diseases like polio, smallpox, cholera, tetanus that were once incurable and fatal, but thanks to modern medicine have been brought under control. Bronchial Asthma, Leprosy, tuberculosis and plethora of diseases that caused untold misfortunes were brought under medical control. Even psychiatric disorders now belong to the realm of medicine instead of the occult. Do you really think that addictions will remain incurable forever? Do you really think that a day will not come when you will be able to completely control your Instincts, your addictions, your impulses?
There will come such a day. But until then, you must push yourself through this trial. Just like the rarest diamonds are found in the deepest mines, just like a gem retains its shine through frequent rubbing, so the best of men are brought out through the toughest trials. Be proud to be a part of it.