First, let me introduce myself, because I’m new to the forum and why the diary has that name. I discovered Nofap in 2020 and since then my best streak has only lasted 21 days. I’ve never really been off the thing, I’ve had a week, two week, or just a few day streak in between. My biggest problem that comes up is procrastination and laziness. I have a lot of work, but I can’t get myself to work. Lately I’ve started feeling depressed. But I know I can fix it quickly, but only if I give 100% of myself. Right now I have the most important exam of my life in 1 week, because if I don’t pass it I will fail the class. I also train soccer, and because I’m injured I have to do hard exercises every day, or rather I’m in the process of returning to the field, so I’ll have training every day, and then I have to do also the exercises for this injury and study for the exam. And what am I doing now? I’ve been jerking off 3 times a day for the past two weeks. My mental health is at rock bottom. Why such a title? Because in 104 days I will be 17 years old and I want to fix my life by then. Every day before I go to bed, I will write in a journal to stay accountable. Thanks for reading.
Best of wishes for your journey. Hope you reach your dreams and become your best version.
Be focus and keep going, you will achieve alot.