[33M] My name is Alexander and I am strong

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Thank you. You’re going to win as well.

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All of us are, brother. Thats why we are here. We are indomitable, incredible and invincible.

Lets always remember what a great man once said- "Our greatest glory is not in falling, but in rising everytime we fall. "

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11.10.2024

I’m sick and I can barely move from the bed. 4 days clean and proud of it.

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Get well soon brother. You are strong.

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30.10.2024

2 days clean. There are already positive results. I feel more energetic and proactive.

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It’s been a long time since I last wrote here. 3 days clean. Getting consistent was too hard for me recently.
I noticed that I started having problems with attention, and this motivated me to start clean again.
So…I have been absolutely clean for three days so far. No visible results, but I believe they will manifest at some point.
Wish me luck.

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12.01.2025

I forgot when was the last time I fapped. I uninstalled the app a long time ago. I have no idea how long my real streak is and I personally don’t care anymore. After almost 2 years, after the last time I managed to achieve almost 100 days, I feel like I can do this. It was an emotional rollercoaster for the last several months.

I get easily irritated,depressed, but also angry and motivated. And also I don’t oversleep and need less sleep overall. My sexual drive is still numb, but it will come back in a couple of months.

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13.01.2025

I have been waking up with light morning wood for the last several days. I feel like something is happening.

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09.03.2025

It’s been a long time since the last time I wrote here. I had a lot of ups and downs lately. But I started a new clean streak. I don’t know how long it is, but it’s at least 3 or 4 days. And I haven’t reached this point in a long time and I feel confident and great.

I found out my own definitions on some subjects in my life. And since then I started asking myself is it worth it. And if not, I rejected that behavioural pattern. From that moment on, abstaining from ■■■■ became way easier.

EDIT: this is comment number 69, hue hue hue hue hue hue hue

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