I’ve decided to start a diary on here in order to motivate myself and share my NF journey with anyone who cares.
I’ve masturbated daily since I was about 12 with a deathgrip and always to porn, and realized I should cut down around 17. I’ve been trying to quit my masturbation habit for about 2 years, with my longest streak being about 16 days. I have PIED and a recent embarrasing sexual experience has led me to become more serious about it.
I plan to reply with a new entry every 3-5 days. My goal is to make it to about 100 days before I tell a doctor about my ED issues. if anyone has any tips or comments, feel free to reply or PM me!
As of today I am 11 days in, which is my longest streak since last August and one of my longest streaks since I learned about NF. I had a mini flatline until about day 5 when I got strong urges every day, with my libido back in full force. Today it completely dissapeared. No morning wood or erections all day, with no urges or libido. Maybe this is the start of a real, longer flatline, but I guess I’ll have to be patient and see.
PS: My share code is 34426a, I’m open to any companions