[29M] Forerunner's Diary - Ascension to Greatness 🙇🏾

Adrian001 · September 9, 2019, 6:39am

Day 6

Thank God for the new day.

Today is hard enough for me. I feel my body hurts. feeling like a fever. temptation arises. the memories of the video p always come to mind.

God help me to get through today

Forerunner · September 9, 2019, 9:06am

@Adrian001 Stay strong bro; you can do this!

Don’t allow those memories to stay in your mind. Remove them immediately and think positive thoughts instead. I always think about the life of freedom I want to live; as I focus on that vision, the temptation goes away, and those memories leave my mind.

May GOD give you strength today.

drago08 · September 9, 2019, 2:41pm

you can do this … do more physical work & dont think about shit

Forerunner · September 9, 2019, 10:53pm

Thank GOD for another day!

Another good day. I woke up late, but I made the most of the rest of the day. I had a great meeting with my close friend and business partner - looking forward to exciting things soon, LORD willing! Afterwards, we went to meet another friend to congratulate him on finishing his Masters’ dissertation. I told my friends about what day I was on and they were pleasantly surprised - they’ve heard all the relapse stories Onwards and upwards by GOD’s Grace!

Always thank GOD for everything.

Day 88.

Adrian001 · September 9, 2019, 11:27pm

thank you bro for the motivation.

God Bless You

Adrian001 · September 9, 2019, 11:27pm

Thanks Bro

God Bless You

Sahas · September 10, 2019, 9:52am

Day 5

As anxiety & fear gripped me as i was about to go outside…
I said,
Let it happen whatever happens… god will protect me … he will heal me & look after me.

And i returned with good feelings.

I also use this trick when i am worried about insomania and it works everytime.

Adrian001 · September 10, 2019, 11:55am

Day 7

Today is almost the same as yesterday. Temptations are still there, P videos in the past still appear even more frequently. But I’m sure I can get through this. God is with me

Forerunner · September 10, 2019, 3:28pm

@Sahas That is a fantastic method for dealing with anxiety and insomnia! I’ll remember that in future.

Thanks for sharing brother.

Forerunner · September 10, 2019, 3:35pm

@Adrian001 You can surely get through this with GOD’s Help!

Do your best to remove those thoughts and memories of pornography from your mind as soon as they come into your mind. If you have to do it 20 or 30 times a day, do it. Thoughts lead to actions, and actions lead to a relapse. Stop the thoughts before they lead you to actions you will regret.

It gets easier with time. Those memories come to me once or twice a day now, and I’ve even had some days that they didn’t come at all.

Forerunner · September 10, 2019, 9:53pm

Thank GOD for another day!

Less than 2 hours till 90 days. I had to search back through some old emails today as part of a job application, and I saw a snapshot of my life in the past, as well as some old emails I had written myself years ago, encouraging myself not to relapse.That young man fought hard for many years in order to break free. I hope he would be proud of me if he met me.

It’s an incredible feeling to be living the life I envisioned. There’s so much joy in my heart, a few tears in my eyes, and a lightness in my chest. I am confident that with GOD’s Help, I can continue to fight and thank Him for another day free and clean.

Always thank GOD for everything!

Day 89.

Adrian001 · September 10, 2019, 10:46pm

Thanks Bro, i will do this

Adrian001 · September 11, 2019, 1:45am

Day 0.

Today i am relapse

Sacred · September 11, 2019, 2:09am

It’s okay brother 7 days is good! Keep going tommorow is a new day and and a new you. You have experience now. Ask yourself “what made me relapse?” What was your trigger? Then next time you can correct what you did wrong. Stay strong brother!

Adrian001 · September 11, 2019, 2:46am

Thank brother for the motivation. For my weakness today I have made a note to hold on to the next day. I really feel guilty but by praying for God’s help I am sure I can get back up and start over. Please help and motivation for me in the future.

God bless you

Sahas · September 11, 2019, 5:37am

Next time when you want to relapse… come here & write about it… if we are offline… dont worry … write your all thoughts in your personal diary and Give it more time…

Giving situation a plenty of time to think about it… makes it better for you to take a decision.

The more time you give yourself to think over it… It will become a choice.
And,
You will choose wisely in the end.

Forerunner · September 11, 2019, 6:10am

@Adrian001 Sorry to see that you relapsed, my friend. Don’t be discouraged. Learn from your mistakes and make a better plan next time. Follow the advice people like @Sacred and @Sahas have shared with you. You can definitely break free.

May GOD Bless you.

17ripu.jhala · September 11, 2019, 8:30am

Congratulations @Forerunner for completing 90 Days of streak. I’m really impressed with you. I will hit this target in next three days.

Forerunner · September 11, 2019, 8:34am

@17ripu.jhala Thank you brother! I will see you here in 3 days!

Adrian001 · September 11, 2019, 8:42am

Thank you for your support and motivation, bro. I will do it according to what you say.

God bless you