Day 7
i had really productive day
- i was runnig
- doing stuff for home
- cooking
- gym
- stretching
- and had some beers w friends
today was a good day
Day 7
i had really productive day
today was a good day
Day 8
My confidence is bigger and bigger everyday.
Also i have to say that i really improved my daily habbits.
Today i had my daily practice, played piano and i was in sauna -perfect day :).
bless
Keep going. I am glad to see you are making progress
Day 9
i had really busy and productive day:
now im tired af but it was worth it
bless
Day 10
today after my practice and bike riding i had some relax, i watched a movie, had some yoga
i love my life
Day 11
Today i had a trip by train. I am little sick after some snacks at local store.
I feel bad but i think its because im tired.
Day 12
Today i finshed my season w great result.
Hard work pay off af.
It also motivate me to moreee ;)…
Day 13
yestarday i had great trip by bike in my childhood neighborhood.
Memories are big power for me.
Ive also noticed that i dont think about p and i have more energy.
bless
Day 14
had a nice trip w friends
ive painted walls in my flat
Day 16
I had a really busy day. Sometimes is hard to write it on time.
Ive noticed that i feel a lot of urges and i have to be careful.
ive ended on day 20
yestarday i had relapsed
i know why…
last days i didnt posted on rewire and i fwlt too confident about myself
yestarday i felt but ill never give up (now i know that i have to write my posts more carrefully and that i still have an addiction
bless
Thank you. You remind myself. M also in the same streak as of today.More power to you. Come.back stronger
Hello guys!
im back with my journey!
i want to reboot my mind with 90 days without p…
i have a big motivation and i feel that i can do it.
Now i dont want to “try hard”, now i want to hear my body and be kind to myself.
I hope it will work, wish me a luck <3
Hello guys!
Im little sad because last days my addiction is getting stronger…
I had many thoughts about meeting prostitutes, ive watched a lot of bad po… and i dont know how it started…somehow i lost control about it and its scary for me.
I think i give up with controling myself i think i have a problem and i want to solve it.
What you think i should do?
(till now i didnt made some bad things but i want to have clear mind)
plz help me
You already took the right first step by posting about it here.
Next be accountable, join some challenge here.
To calm your mind you can go for working out or meditating, or spend time in nature or with friends.
hello guys
im again here
I want to start my diary again (i hope it will help w addiction)
So today is my day 1
Im little sick…last day was horrible. I came back from gym and i relapsed like 4 times…i totally lost control over myself…at the end of the day i was emotional zombie…I realized that mostly im back to p… when im tired, sad or feeling anxious.
Today i want to start my recovery again. I have a lot of experience w relapsed so now i want to use it to overcome p…
damn i relapsed…but what can i say it was a mistake…im trying to move on but my mind is playing tricks on me…
i hope after waking up ill set my mind right way
hello guys
here is my another day of healing procces…
Im feeling better
I want to say goodbye to p…i want to have a normal life without s…addiction
i really know that i have a problem and this is why i have to visit this community
i know that it will be very tough but i need it
hello guys
i still have a flu or smth like this (today i had to play sport competition and im feeling soo tired and exhausted)
i have to remember that is time that i relapsed many times (when im tired etc)
now i need to relax for some days and get recover
i want to meditate a lot, read books, playing video games, going on walks and sleep a lot
love my life
bless you
hello guys
today i had really nice day
but im so sleepy all day
now i need to sleep well and try to organise my next day
i want to accept things how they are and fight as good as i can
i have a problem w accepting myself (my talents, my life, my skills, my look and etc)
i want to socciety accepting me and tell me how good i am (i want to change that too )