Life seems to have become full of troubles for me. Years of masturbating has taken a heavy toll on my body. I recently shared my concerns regarding the penis size. People assured me that the size was not as bad as I assumed and I can have a normal sex life. But this was just one of the several health issues I am facing.
My digestive system is messed up. I burp whole day. My stomach creates weird noises probably because of gas movements. It becomes embarrassing in the office during one-one meetings. During every meeting/presentation I am more concerned about my burps and stomach sounds than the agenda of meeting. Now even my colleagues have understood that I am having some stomach issues. Frustrated with all this I decided to meet the best doctor in Bangalore. He charged me 1k for consultation and took a blood test worth 10K. Including medicines the total cost comes to 1/3rd of my salary. This feels so bad to just spend such hard earned money like this.
Another issue is related to my hairs. They are falling as well as turning grey.
Including everything substantial portion of my salary is getting exhausted on my health issues.
Not to mention other issues like not able to concentrate, not able to work hard for my dreams, asocial personality, not having a good physique, no GF and the list goes on and on.
Thinking about all this makes me sad to the core but the only way out is to fight back every day. I will fight back till I win.
Today it was Saturday still woke up a bit early and worked for 5-6 hours. Tomorrow is Sunday but I will work even harder.