[26M] Forerunner's Diary - Ascension to Greatness 🙌

Come on buddy , NEW DAY NEW OPPORTUNITIES, We can’t keep crying over the past , but we can change our future by working . Ur a that same guy who had 150 + days streak … We all can

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Dont sweat it man. All part of the journey like you said. Keep going.

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The book is absolutely a game changer. Come back to it, delve deep once again and focus once more on creating an amazing life!
The process of building the life you want is always in progress :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

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Good to see you back man! I always could use your motivation and words, playa!

Maybe you just need to facetime or vent to someone to help, is all, man. Like literally a facetime phone call once a week! Moght be the missing link.

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Thank you bro! I appreciate the warm welcome back. You’re right, those thoughts are absolute lies, and I’m glad I’ve finally realized that. In the past, I let them fester and grow. I even thought they were good for motivation, a reminder to do well and prove myself.

But I realized that only made me sick, constantly looking for external validation, focusing on my self, and being angry when my friends were successful. It rots away at the soul.

It’s funny, because most people assume that caring less about yourself would lead you to naturally be less selfish. But I’ve found it actually only creates the deepest kind of selfishness, a sort of obsession with public image. Learning to love oneself is the key to selfless action.

That’s been the cause of my depression and my anxiety I see now. I hated myself, and I never fixed it. My high streak of 175 days was only external validation, but when I failed, I lost everything. I plunged back into a darkness I couldn’t escape from, because in reality, I had never truly let it go.

Anyway, thank you for the kind words brother, I felt bad that I hadn’t been very consistent for a long while after that big relapse. But I’ve been very happy to see everyone’s support, it’s been really encouraging for me.

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Runner or not? Continue brother! Your mind is far away stronger than you think.

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Its never about the amount of days in our life that matters most… its the amount of life we had in those days. The largest daycount for all of us will be… the amount of days after we die.

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I failed as well. It’s all good. Just getting back on it.
We’re all human who can’t measure to Olympian standards.

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