Today is the day I decided to creating a diary for my journey.
Starting for today (my 2d streak at writing this thread). I’m beginning to write my every day daily basis against PMO.
Day 2
Today is the hard day. I just stumbled a “good site porn” that my fulfil my kinkiness. But I can hold my urge, even I already thinking ending my streak there, but with washing my feet, and taking my pee, my urge suddenly goes away.
Not only that, every time I about to do PMO, something bad really happen for me. For today, after I hold my urge, I just lost wallet (lmao) with sum of good money worth of my 4-days working hours (28 hours of work). First, I feel frustrated. I remember the site that I found. I even think about doing PMO just to get rid my frustration. But, I remember this forum. I remember this community. Not taking much time, I posted this first diary. I feel I can handle it today. Even losing money. Even having a bad day. Even having a stressful day. But in the end, I’m still hold my streak. Cheers