I have been going up and down with my streaks. Willpower works. Mostly my emotions get the better of me and cause me to slip at times.
Trying to get over it from 2 years. Now, I’ve invested in Rewire Companion and I think I’ll make it taking challenge for one day at a time.
There has been times when had known that I am going to blow up my streak but, something kept me from stopping myself. That tells a lot about me and my inability to control myself even when I knew it is going to hurt the next morning.
I am a working executive. Live away from my home. Only work is something which keeps me busy. I’ve spotted a pattern in my journey. I get back from work and feeling tired lay on my bed with my phone. While using my phone I come across some photo or video and which shakes my willpower and suddenly I am in a situation that I want to masturbate so badly that I could not stop myself from doing it.
Now I commit to myself that I won’t slip or relapse and continue till I forget such a thing exists.