[24 M] Monty's Diary

Hit the reset button today after earning my 5 day badge. I was thinking about sex a little too much and I wanted to clear my head. I was also curious about what my mental state would be like afterwards.

It was interesting. I felt my confidence dissappear. As a 5ā€™10" 155 lb daily jogger, I should have no insecurities about my weight. I looked in the mirror, and I felt fat. My brain thought about how so many of my friends had tons of sex in high school, and how I barely had any.

Iā€™m happy to say that I have the presence of mind to understand that none of these feelings really matter, that this kind of thing is to be expected, and this is why Iā€™m going to keep working on that streak. I need that extra testosterone to be the animal, the monster that I want to be. 7 day badge, get the fuck ready.

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