(24 M) Another old Diary

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1607

I think it might be slacking off on studies. I have to think hard about this.

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1608

:sob::sob:
Missing my home. I want to go there soon.
Otherwise these pics are awesome .:heart::heart:

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1609

You are still in college?

:relieved:

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1610

Yes. Final year.
And also final sem

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1611

Bruh I know that, I meant physically :joy:

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1612

Oh.:sweat_smile: :joy:
No I am in Rajasthan right now

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1613

Oh ok, your college is also in Rajasthan right?

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1614

Btw how are you doing, haven’t heard from you in sometime now.

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1615

Yes. In Rajasthan. ECA Ajmer.
And you are completely in Himachal or on vacation??

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1616

No vacation, my home is in Himachal, my college was also in Himachal.
Yesterday I went to my aunt’s place these pics were from there.

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1617

Was going good brother. Only thing is my mother was sick (had Dengue) so I was not able to study at all for many days. Now she is good. I think I can restart my studies.
And about nofap, it’s also going good.

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1618

Oh I thought you were studying in made easy in Delhi.

That’s great .

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1619

Good to know she is fine now. My mother also gets sick around this time every year but thankfully it wasn’t severe this year.

I was there last year, now I am preparing from home.

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1620

Great man :fire:. Keep going

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1621

That’s also great . Now you have all knowledge and for home is the best place to study . I can’t study in hostels :sweat_smile:.

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1622

Sure man you too. :fire::fire::fire:

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1623

Yeah bro, it was hard studying in Delhi as well, at home focus and all is great.
I know you’ll get back to studying soon, you are a hardworker. We have 90 days till gate, let’s give our best :fire:

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1624

Thanks brother. Thanks for calling me hard worker.:joy::joy:. Which I am . But I hope I can do hard work on studies not on mobile phone.

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1625

:rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl:. I’ve seen you study well and that’s why I said it.

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1626

7th November

  1. Study: Nil
  2. :white_check_mark:Gayatri Mantra chanting before sleeping last night
  3. :white_check_mark:Sleeping before/around 12 am last night
  4. :white_check_mark:Workout: 40 min+ 1.5 hours basketball
  5. :white_check_mark:Prayer
  6. :white_check_mark:Affirmations, Visualisation
  7. :white_check_mark:Reading and contemplating the daily stoic
  8. :white_check_mark:Cold shower
  9. :white_check_mark:Evening meditation: 15 min
  10. :white_check_mark:No daytime nap
  11. No internet till dinner except for studies/important matters
  12. :white_check_mark:Shutdown ritual (planning for the next day)

I went to play in the evening, played a proper match but it was the last time until GATE exam, told all of my friends that I won’t come to play until February now.
I didn’t study but I gathered good motivation and made strategies for both studies and no fap.
Revised my easy peasy notes, made a long term study plan (Which includes revising everything along with tests till December end), also made a proper time table.
And I thought hard about what @the_resilient_one said. I have just one stress and that is the fear of not performing well in my exam, the fear of letting my parents expectations down once again, just that and there’s just one solution and that is to study hard, which I was already planning to do now on but it felt great to realize that this will help me with no fap journey as well.
Pumped up to do well in studies tomorrow :fire:

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