Ayo Samar Bhai ,i think you should read this post again .Use the power of your diary 
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Day 0 yup counting starts again 
- Study (4 hrs target)
- Going to sleep by 12 last night
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Gayatri Mantra chanting before sleeping last night - Detox (no mobile or laptop except for studies or important matters until after dinner)
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Visualisation
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Workout: 30 min + some walking and playing
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Affirmations
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Reading ‘easy way to mindfulness’
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Cold shower
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Prayer
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Reading Bhagawad Gita
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Meditation: 15 min
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Shutdown Ritual/planning for the next day
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Practising Gratitude
Watched the movie alladin with parents during and after lunch, went to play in evening, there had been an abundance of sweets in our home and I was quite careless with sugar consumption and because of that I gained weight despite working out and playing almost daily, I had even ordered chocolate flavoured peanut butter , I am gonna avoid sugar now completely except one spoon of this peanut butter a day and I’ll order unsweetened one next time. I have also been using a hair serum (which doesn’t smell very good) and a multivitamin for hair care now a days because I was feeling I had been losing hair, I hope these work.
I am also starting breaking bad finally after about two years since deciding to watch it for the first time , everytime I decide to watch this show some obstacle appears, like today as soon as I started downloading the first episode we went out of electricity so no wifi now 
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I am also feeling somewhat tired today, and the reason behind my relapse was that I kind of peeked before sleeping, still don’t wanna get into details but that’s where the storm started.
But what is done is done, I don’t wanna wreck my brain anymore by relapsing. I’ll give my best now, whatever it takes.
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I have listened to easy peasy audiobook three times after I wrote that post, and even revised those notes like 2-3 times atleast, I remember easy peasy almost line by line now, I even remembered almost everything from this post and I remember even after creating that post I went for about 10 days amd fucked up again .
Easy peasy is great no doubt, it works wonders but it does get old with time especially if you relapse and that too twice after reaching 100 days 
Anyway I am on my way now, I am praying to God to help me this time.
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No i was talking about me before nofap. Then i didn’t give two shits
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Not to discourage you, but there’s nudity and sex in the first season itself so tread carefully
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Same here.
Demn. I’ll look away and don’t make any searches afterwards.
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the actress playing Jasmin was beautiful
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Ab man machalne laga us ko dekhne ke liye (title of my st)
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Control bro control
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True that.
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@debellator you might wanna close this diary now as I have created a new one.
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Master, i bet you will regret later 
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Nhi nhi lock hi hogi diary delete toh nhi hogi .
You can still find my old diary if you search for it.
And Sabateur was right bhut zyada posts ho gae the yhan it was time I started a new one.
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But master i bet, you will regret .
Diary :- Onichan 
Samaranjay :- You are too old now
Diary :- Onichan 
Samaranjay :- I need a new diary.
Diary :- Stawp
Samaranjay and Ash :- Lock the diary.
And that’s how, the innocent diary was killed.
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And that’s how master Samaranjay begin his new anime “2nd arc Diary” because of a stange Tunisian boy by the name of Sabeter, Sabuer, Well, we don’t really care about his name
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Just leaving a message here before it gets locked
Bro…let this diary be in your past…but don’t forget the lessons you have learned here… 
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Mere hisaab band hi karni chayiye, itni acchi toh diary hai.
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