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:pray::pray:. Voh bhi ho jaaega bhgwan ki kripa bani rhe bass

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Bhai bhagwan ki kripa kya hota hai khud ko karna padta hai ye sab :hamster:

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Day: 100

  1. Study: 30 min :sweat_smile:
  2. Sleeping before/around 12am last night: Around 3 damn :sweat_smile:
  3. :white_check_mark:Gayatri Mantra chanting before sleeping last night
  4. :white_check_mark:Workout: Played Golf
  5. :white_check_mark:Prayer
  6. :white_check_mark:Affirmations, Visualisation
  7. :white_check_mark:Reading and contemplating the daily stoic
  8. :white_check_mark:Reading Bhagawad Geeta
  9. :white_check_mark:Cold shower
  10. :white_check_mark:Meditation: 5 min + 10 min
  11. :white_check_mark:No daytime nap
  12. No internet till dinner except for studies/important matters
  13. :white_check_mark:No Sugar
  14. :white_check_mark:Shutdown Ritual/ planning for the next day
  15. :white_check_mark:Listening to easy peasy

Today was a chill day, last night we watched a movie, slept pretty late :sweat_smile:, woke up around 10, in the day we watched 2nd episode of moonknight, I watched first episode in the bus while travelling here, then I went to play golf with my cousin and uncle, I went to a golf course for the first time in my life. My uncle abd cousin have started learning golf from a proper coach a few days back, that coach was also there so I extracted all the info about golf from him :joy:, now I know literally everything there is to know about basic game of golf and then I learnt basic shots and stances too, well it wasn’t too much of a workout but we were in the sun all the time and practicing shots etc. broke quite a sweat. Then we had plans to play basketball which got cancelled because my cousin’s friends got busy but anyway golf session was great. We ate subway after that :joy:. Good vacation, I must have gained 2-3 kgs at least :joy: because I didn’t get to do proper workout in these 2 days, I’ll get back to it after returning home, maybe I’ll also go playing one or two times, let’s see, first there’ll be Navratri pooja and reading to handle after returning, to be honest I am excited to return home too :rofl:. Anyway, I’ll sleep early as I have to leave early tomorrow morning.

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Nice :fire::fire::fire:
I heard it is a game of patience. Requires a lot of patience…

Congrats bro…century…

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Yeah. It takes effort and lot of time become above average. And before playing a proper game you need to practice for quite sometime, every shot has different stance and technique to it.
To be honest I think it’s not that fun considering the time it requires. But once you invest about one month of proper training and practice, min 2-3 hrs a day it’ll be smooth sailing after that.

Thanks bro.

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7th April 11 am
So I am in bus, returning home and still I have not much to do I am here to write this post. Do read if you have 3-4 minutes, it’s mostly ranting related to no fap and our society.

So about my cousin brother, he is 3 years older than me, he is 3 years older than me, he’s preparing for Gmat at the moment. So he is someone who faps daily :sweat_smile:. In his breaks he does nothing but watch search section of Instagram which has nothing but half naked pictures of different chicks, he does that throughout the day. He knows that I am on no fap, he told me he met thousands of people and I am the only one who follows celibacy, over that one of his statement shook me, he said that once you experience sex you can’t just not think about it, it’s the only thing he thinks about all the time, and he is okay with all this for some reason, I told him there’s difference between pornography and sex so he gave his own explanations that it’s almost same. Over that when I told him I meditate daily, he said his meditation is smoking :rofl:, wtf. He smokes weed to relax himself after studying :joy:. On top of that one of his main reasons to prepare for Gmat is that he wants to settle in foreign and over that I think just because he wants to ve with foreign women. It actually really saddens me seeing him, he is at a good point in his career, good in studies but if he goes like this he’s not lasting long, I wanted to advice him but he has his explanations for everything he does and he’s older than me and a good friend so I didn’t. I pray to God to put him on good track.

Now something else. So I posted in a group of freinds that I’ve reached 100 days, then some talks happened, I told I get nightfalls once in 2-3 weeks, so my friend said, is that eve health, he said ‘your body is asking for ejaculation why don’t you just do that’ I said there’s nothing wrong with nightfalls, he said it’s icky. Like they are so used to wasting their energy every now and then they don’t know what nightfall is.

Then I read that India is number one in mental illnesses and in few days it’ll be an epicenter of anxiety and depression. Then there was a question are we doing something wrong. Look at the post above and tell me if anything is right with society’s mindset, no question of wrong.

Why the hell do people stay in such deep oblivion all their lives. I wish we could do something to teach everyone about how some behaviours can destroy them, they should really incorporate such subjects in education system, if sometime I get a chance to be in a good administrative position I’d definitely do that.
I am grateful that God put me on such a good path. God give some sense to our generation and keep all the people who are already on a good path sane :pray:

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There was a quote
“Hard times create strong people
Strong people create easy times
Easy time create weak people
Weak people creates hard times”

So you see that’s where our society is going on the third stage automatically going to fourth stage in the future Insha Allah.

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Well said. But why insha Allah for that. By 4th stage you mean weak people having hard times right?

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Insha Allah means “If Allah wills it”

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Oh ok ok. I thought people used it with something they want to happen :sweat_smile:

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No problem it happens

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Congratulations @The_integrous_one for completing 100 days and for getting that amazing rank in Gate.
You are truly someone to lookup to in this forum.

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Thanks a lot brother :pray::sweat_smile:.
Bhagwaan ki kripa hai bass.
I was actually thinking about you just today. How have you been doing?

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Day: 101

  1. Study
  2. Sleeping before/around 12am last night: Around 2
  3. :white_check_mark:Gayatri Mantra chanting before sleeping last night
  4. :white_check_mark:Workout: Some pushups, squats and surya Namaskar
  5. :white_check_mark:Prayer
  6. :white_check_mark:Affirmations, Visualisation
  7. :white_check_mark:Reading and contemplating the daily stoic
  8. :white_check_mark:Reading Bhagawad Geeta
  9. :white_check_mark:Cold shower
  10. :white_check_mark:Meditation: 5 min + 15 min
  11. No daytime nap
  12. No internet till dinner except for studies/important matters
  13. :white_check_mark:No Sugar
  14. Shutdown Ritual/ planning for the next day
  15. :white_check_mark:Listening to easy peasy

Back home, a lot to do tomorrow, but first I need good sleep, going to sleep now.

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Day: 102

  1. Study
  2. :white_check_mark:Sleeping before/around 12am last night
  3. :white_check_mark:Gayatri Mantra chanting before sleeping last night
  4. :white_check_mark:Workout: 50 min
  5. :white_check_mark:Prayer
  6. :white_check_mark:Affirmations, Visualisation
  7. :white_check_mark:Reading and contemplating the daily stoic
  8. :white_check_mark:Reading Bhagawad Geeta
  9. :white_check_mark:Cold shower
  10. :white_check_mark:Meditation: 5 min + 15 min
  11. :white_check_mark:No daytime nap
  12. No internet till dinner except for studies/important matters
  13. No Sugar
  14. :white_check_mark:Shutdown Ritual/ planning for the next day
  15. :white_check_mark:Listening to easy peasy

Today was so packed. About morning, as I read The Daily Stoic and The Bhagwad Gita online in last three days during my trip, so I revised all that from my hard copies then read today’s part too, it took quite some time. Last night I took good sleep, slept on time and slept for 9 hrs :sweat_smile:. After lunch read Ramayana for about 1.5 hrs, then filled one application form, after that mom asked me to cook, so I cooked paneer, then we did pooja, then I did mediation, I have started Isha Kriya by Sadhguru now a days, it takes 15 minutes, I follow my previous meditation routine for 5 minutes apart from it. I had to fill 4 application forms in total so that I can start studying asap but I was able to fill only 1/4, I’ll fill one before sleeping, tomorrow’s gonna be the same, a lot of pooja, ending of Navratri is like that only :sweat_smile:. I’ll try to squeeze in studying somehow.

And I wanted to share one thing, like my confidence seems like it has increased, my social skills are improving, I had so many deep talks ony trip, with cab drivers with my cousin, with my uncle, I told my mom about them and maybe my mom thought for some reason I was getting overconfident after my result :sweat_smile:, I am not I am even more scared than they might be and I can’t stop thinking about studying and getting better until I have a call letter in my hands. I don’t know how can I make my mom understand this :sweat_smile:, she nagged me about it for no reason, when I was in Chandigarh I normally told her on call that we are planning to play basketball (which got cancelled by the way), she nagged me why am I getting excited for playing, I was like wth :sweat_smile:. I go to play just for 1 or two days after a gap of a month when one of my exams ends, and she doesn’t like that either :sweat_smile:. But I know I am not overconfident, I might sound like that sometimes because that’s my way of expressing things :joy:, but by God’s grace I am grounded and I pray to be able to maintain this, I can just do my best and not worry about what my mom dad or others think, that’s out of my sphere of influence, I can only control myself and May God not let me shirk in that.

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Great :pray: :pray: :ok_hand: :ok_hand:

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Our Moms doesn’t know what we are in :grin:

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:joy::joy:. Very nice bro. I tell almost everything to my mom.

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Day: 103

  1. Study: 1 hr
  2. Sleeping before/around 12am last night
  3. :white_check_mark:Gayatri Mantra chanting before sleeping last night
  4. :white_check_mark:Workout: 40 min
  5. :white_check_mark:Prayer
  6. :white_check_mark:Affirmations, Visualisation
  7. :white_check_mark:Reading and contemplating the daily stoic
  8. :white_check_mark:Reading Bhagawad Geeta
  9. :white_check_mark:Cold shower
  10. :white_check_mark:Meditation: 5 min + 15 min
  11. :white_check_mark:No daytime nap
  12. :white_check_mark:No internet till dinner except for studies/important matters
  13. :white_check_mark:No Sugar
  14. :white_check_mark:Shutdown Ritual/ planning for the next day
  15. :white_check_mark:Listening to easy peasy

Slept pretty late last night, I filled one application form at night then got into the flow and filled two more. Today a lot of time went in reading Durga Saptshati, studied 1 hr, it wasn’t much effective I was entangled in one question which my friend sent me but I still couldn’t solve that :joy:, maybe the question was wrong who knows, during evening kirtan we sang 4 bhajans today, I led 3 and my mom led 1. Tomorrow is the last day of Navratri, I’ll get to wake up by 7 am for pooja, then it’s my cousin’s birthday too, so we’ll go to their place in the evening. I’ll chill for a while now, then sleep.

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Does she know about it?
Where do you listen to easy peasy?

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