[23 M] Brightwarrior's journey

Some days ago, I said some things in this forum that I should not have said and because of that, I was sent on a “vacation of self-realization” by our Admin @Taher , which was necessary. Now, I have come back to the forum on my 100th day, which is a big moment for me. Now I have understood that I should not say things mindlessly and it might hurt someone’s feelings. I have, in this vacation period, truly understood the meaning of “Kill the boy and let the man be reborn”.
#day100
#Nofapdairies

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Hey Congratulations on your 100th day.
I’m following you, on 75th day…

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I had a wet dream last night and I think I kinda know the reason for it. I happened to have peaked last night which somewhat have increased the emotions and resulted in a wet dream. I am kind of getting very sloppy with my streak. I just can’t shake the feeling of having sex. I just want to do it once to know what it feels like. I know I am getting desperate and this is wrong but I don’t know what to do. I know tinder has induced the urges a lot but I have to learn the art of self control. I cannot let pmo take over my life. I cannot make all my decisions based on pmo. I have to control my sexual desires and I guess only then women will be attracted towards me. I know it for sure that men who know how to hold onto there sexual desires achieve greater heights. I will again start practicing that. No more of this stupidity. I will rise again.:sweat_drops::sweat_drops:

#day115
#nofapforever

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Did you Relapse? Why after such strong streak?

It’s been a while since I have been on this forum. But now I am back and will hang around a bit longer this time. So few things happened with me in the last month. I met someone and on March 2 2019, I converted into soft mode. I thought it is no big deal and I will be fine as I will not be masturbating or watching porn. But it is much harder than it seems. When you are getting sex, you are getting orgasm and it makes it much more difficult to control the urge to mastrubate. So I again fell for relapses. But I thought I will get over it and will again get back on track. But then, few days ago, I had a breakup. It made it much more difficult to control the urges and relapses were inevitable. I drained all the energy I had achieved in my past 135 days of streak. I again became a junkie with 3-4 times relapses a day. I became lazy, I stopped going to gym, I stopped practicing violin, I stopped cooking coz I felt low on energy. I am back to square one. I have hit rock bottom and I have nowhere to go but up. Today is the day 1 for me and I am not wasting my life. I have made mistakes and I have grown more mature than previously. With that being said, I pledge in front of you all that I will rise again.
#day1

#NoFapForever

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Hello,

Your situation sounds difficult for the moment , i understand.
First, respect for your 135 days streak, awesome score.
Can’t judge you on your relapses but i think that one of no fap’s goal is to stop using ■■■■ to escape from life.
I’m sure you will rise again but using ■■■■ is just increasing pain , nothing else and i know that when we have urge we stop believing that…(oh i know that xd)

I don’t think you drained all the energy of 135 days, you still have some, you can use it to rise again and to fire again like a phoenix :slight_smile:

It sucks, it’s hard , but you have to do it.

As long as you can move, even in the worst depression of the world, you can do something.

Hope my message might help, at least i said what i wanted to say :slight_smile:

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My current NoPMO journey:-
Start date :- 11 Aug 2019
Current streak :- 8 days
Going strong this streak. Hope I succeed in getting 1000days this time.

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As it is last day of entry for Last Man Standing Match 3.0

You can come & join us … in a march towards conquering our common enemy…

Plus, Welcome Back … we missed you.

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@aapoorv75 is already there in the match. He checks-in in the telegram group :slightly_smiling_face:

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2 WEEKS OF NOPMO ACCOMPLISHED!!
Healing one day at a time. Thanks to this wonderful community :heart:

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Please join the weekly check-in group on telegram for daily accountability:

https://t.me/joinchat/HuHGZBMU_6k1DkRNrYU8PQ

Hey man, you’re truly on the path and I send you strength and ultimate states of devine masculinity

You seem to have a strong connection to the astral/dream dimension. This is very similar to my own path, I got into lucid dreaming and currently read a book called Dream Yoga by Swami Radha Shivananda and it blows my mind how much you can actually grow from being conscious about what and how you dream.
In the last months I’ve reached several States of Super Sayjain and once even Ultra Instinct in my dreams, hope you are aware of Dragonball.
Now is the time to develop your underlying potential and abilities by channeling the growing amount of energy accumulating in your journey.

Peace

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Saitama’s motivational speech. Must watch if you have seen one punch man:-
https://youtu.be/xq_vxbUZ4IM

I have reclaimed my position as Knight of the Nofap kingdom once again!:guardsman: :crossed_swords:

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30 days complete once again!!!

This is my 3rd time accomplishing this achievement and a big reason behind it is the wonderful people of this community. The constant accountability and support that I get here helps me a lot and giving back the same to this society helps me to keep in check. This is just a small step in a big journey, let’s all walk it together
#NofapForever

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Well done brother!

Keep going strong!

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60 days NoPMO complete!!
As I accomplish this goal, I would like to thank all of you guys for providing me with this wonderful community of NF. I am humbled to be a part of this great community. May we all thrive and succeed in our life.

On this occasion, I would like to share a report, in which you can see the changes that occurred in my face structure and circles underneath the eyes and acne on the face. Just notice the change in the eyes and acne on the face from day 1 to day 60. Link to the report: - https://drive.google.com/open?id=1ziFWPwy2MpZYeiTQqCSFrVeu3hWSu_ywowAfEoZTMYI