5 May checking in
Day 125
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My current streak -135
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Day 125
125/365 check-in
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@FaithfulWalker ok bro
Challenge Started: 01 January 2025 Wednesday
Stumbled: 0 times
Date: 05 May 2025
Username: @FaithfulWalker
Check-in Day: 124/365
Emotion Meter: Level 1
Emotion Meter Chart
Level 1-4: (Feeling confident and energized. The journey is going well.)
Level 5: (Average day. Some temptation, but staying strong.)
Level 6-8: (Struggling with urges and distractions. It’s a tough day.)
Level 9-10: (Feeling low and defeated. The urge is overwhelming, but persistence is key.)
𝗠𝗼𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗦𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗽𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲
John 13:34-35 (KJV) A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another.
By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another.
Reflection Journal
Today is a truly gratifying day—one filled with a renewed sense of hope and purpose. I feel deeply thankful that @PrDr’s 21 Day Mayhem: The Most Brutal Challenge of Your Life has reopened for me. I didn’t think I would return to this challenge… in fact, I once said I wouldn’t. But life has a way of showing us what we need most.
The day I quit that challenge, things began to unravel. Discipline started to slip through my fingers, and without accountability or consequence, life grew heavier. I struggled. I felt the absence of structure—the kind this challenge gave me. And now, with clarity, I know: I must return. Not just to suffer, but to rise. I’m accepting this challenge again, not out of desperation, but out of a deep desire to reclaim my freedom through discipline.
As for my NoFap journey—I remain strong. I am hopeful, even when the path is hard. Every day, I feel God’s love surrounding me, carrying me through moments of weakness, and reminding me that I am never alone. I thank Him endlessly for His mercy, His strength, and His presence in my life.
This journey is not just about the mind or the body—it’s about the spirit. It’s about breaking chains and choosing to live with intention.
Be strong. Be vigilant. Stay alert.
Peace and Love.
6th May checking in
Day 126
Day 126/365✅
Making progress on all levels.
Couldn’t maintain my digital abstinence though. Seems like I need to work on that. Already felt I might have developed a slight internet addiction…but it’s good I finally decided to cure. It’s all about a healthy balance towards the greater good.
Keep grinding
Peace
Day 125
125/365 check-in
Challenge Started: 01 January 2025 Wednesday
Stumbled: 0 times
Date: 06 May 2025
Username: @FaithfulWalker
Check-in Day: 125/365
Emotion Meter: Level 1
Emotion Meter Chart
Level 1-4: (Feeling confident and energized. The journey is going well.)
Level 5: (Average day. Some temptation, but staying strong.)
Level 6-8: (Struggling with urges and distractions. It’s a tough day.)
Level 9-10: (Feeling low and defeated. The urge is overwhelming, but persistence is key.)
𝗠𝗼𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗦𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗽𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲
Mark 4:26-32 (KJV) And he said, So is the kingdom of God, as if a man should cast seed into the ground;
And should sleep, and rise night and day, and the seed should spring and grow up, he knoweth not how.
For the earth bringeth forth fruit of herself; first the blade, then the ear, after that the full corn in the ear.
But when the fruit is brought forth, immediately he putteth in the sickle, because the harvest is come.
And he said, Whereunto shall we liken the kingdom of God? or with what comparison shall we compare it?
It is like a grain of mustard seed, which, when it is sown in the earth, is less than all the seeds that be in the earth:
But when it is sown, it groweth up, and becometh greater than all herbs, and shooteth out great branches; so that the fowls of the air may lodge under the shadow of it.
Reflection Journal
Today was truly a good day—not because everything was perfect, but because I recognized that this is the day the Lord has made. There’s a quiet joy in simply acknowledging that, and it reminds me to rejoice and be glad in it, no matter what challenges arise.
I’m proud of how I’m doing. It’s not just about avoiding failure; it’s about intentionally applying the methods I’ve learned to live a life of purpose. These methods aren’t random—they’re rooted in truth and bring me a sense of daily fulfillment. I’m seeing how they shape my thoughts, guide my actions, and bring clarity when things feel cloudy.
This journey of NoFap has taught me that it’s not a game or some temporary fix—it’s about truth, discipline, and integrity. I now see how vital it is to be honest with myself. The pain I felt the day I lost my 110-day streak still echoes in me—it was deep and real, and it served as a wake-up call. I never want to feel that loss again. That low point became a turning point.
November 17 will always hold a place in my heart. It wasn’t just another day—it was a milestone. The day I chose to rise from failure and begin applying principles that push me toward strength and resilience. That’s when I really started to grow.
So I say this again, not just to myself but to anyone walking a similar road: Stay strong. Stay vigilant. Stay alert.
Your Brother in Christ,
Samuel
God bless you all and don’t give up hope. Keep fighting and know that our Redeemer lives.
Day 127/365
Getting more conscious about my phone usage, it really mocks me how deep this behavior got ingrained. This is my new frontier now, and I will own my mind just as I own my creative sexual energy now.
It’s Day 10 of my new cycle now, and as forecast, this higher level streak is accompanied by daily progress. I am genuinely happy I can ride the wave of my released inner calling
Maintaining a healthy daily routine and doing just 2-3 little things off one’s inner to-do list builds an empire over time.
Just figure that this way you’re doing 700-1000 tasks per year.
And that’s 10.000 tasks in a decade!
Just by staying consistent and patient. Doing it calm but determined.
At the same time being detached and perceptive
You can channel this into any thinkable endeavour.
Just have a clear direction and start with the first task or impulse towards something higher.
Keep unfolding
Peace
7th May checking in
Day 127
Day 126
126/365 check-in
Challenge Started: 01 January 2025 Wednesday
Stumbled: 0 times
Date: 07 May 2025
Username: @FaithfulWalker
Check-in Day: 126/365
Emotion Meter: Level 7
Emotion Meter Chart
Level 1-4: (Feeling confident and energized. The journey is going well.)
Level 5: (Average day. Some temptation, but staying strong.)
Level 6-8: (Struggling with urges and distractions. It’s a tough day.)
Level 9-10: (Feeling low and defeated. The urge is overwhelming, but persistence is key.)
𝗠𝗼𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗦𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗽𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲
Acts 7:51-53 (KJV) Ye stiffnecked and uncircumcised in heart and ears, ye do always resist the Holy Ghost: as your fathers did, so do ye.
Which of the prophets have not your fathers persecuted? and they have slain them which shewed before of the coming of the Just One; of whom ye have been now the betrayers and murderers:
Who have received the law by the disposition of angels, and have not kept it.
Reflection Journal
Today has been a bit of a battle. Last night, sleep didn’t come easy—my emotions were stirred, louder than the silence, and it felt like I was being pulled under by urges that I’ve fought hard to silence. I’m still standing, yes, but today my self-esteem feels shaken, like I’ve forgotten for a moment the strength I know I carry within.
Yesterday, I pushed myself far beyond what was necessary—at work, at home, in my mind. And now I’m feeling the weight of that overexertion, both physically and emotionally. It’s a reminder that even strength needs rest, and even the willing need care.
As this season of the challenge draws to a close, I find myself reflecting. Maybe I won’t be joining new challenges or posting as often anymore. But perhaps from time to time, I’ll still share—whether it’s something I’m wrestling with, like pornography or one of my philia, or something I’ve learned along the way.
This 2025 Last Man Standing challenge has been a pillar for me. It’s helped me build my streak, yes—but more importantly, it’s helped me build me. I’m deeply grateful to the brothers and sisters who made it possible, and to everyone who stood alongside me.
Thank you for this journey.
So I say this again, not just to myself but to anyone walking a similar road: Stay strong. Stay vigilant. Stay alert.
Your Brother in Christ,
Samuel
**God bless you all and don’t give up hope. Keep fighting and know that our Redeemer lives.
Day 127
127/365 check-in
Hey guys. I need a bit of some motivation today. I feel tempted to go back to my old ways. I know i’ll feel crashed if I relapse. My heart races just at the thought of going back. At the same time I feel like i’m stuck and not making progress. I need to feel like i’m going somewhere and i’m on the right track.
@ncubeanelem this is video from David Goggins - You Cannot Give Up
You can check out this channel, the videos will program your mind to new heights of the true meaning of semen retention.
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Peace
Thanks bro. This is so uplifting. It’s such a reminder that i’m the only one i’m fighting against the most.
Day 128/365✅
Day 12 of my cosmic Supercharge cycle.
Time unfolds like a long awaited de-cluttering process. Getting things done I’ve postponed for years… Piecing back my life and past together. Remembering how I got here and what this whole process has tought me.
This is just the beginning. Big things ahead.
Keep re-wiring yourselves
Peace