2025 Last man standing challenge [Entries Closed]

Day 105/365✅

181 Days going strong and close…

I had a very close moment tonight. I almost started edging. Not only is summer kicking in, it was also a very intense full moon. One should know about that. Full moon energy can be very hypnotizing and seductive. Be extra attentive during these times. Thank god I catched myself.

Keep watching out.

Peace :call_me_hand:

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Stay strong brother!

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Day 105
105/365 check-in

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Wow, you’re on a different level! Drop a quick piece of advice, if you don’t mind.

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16th April checking in
Day 106

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Challenge Started: 01 January 2025 Wednesday
Stumbled: 0 times

Date: 16 April 2025
Username: @Believer
Current NoFap Streak: 150 Days
Check-in Day: 105/365
Emotion Meter: Level 1 :grinning:

Emotion Meter Chart
Level 1-4: :grinning: (Feeling confident and energized. The journey is going well.)
Level 5: :slightly_smiling_face: (Average day. Some temptation, but staying strong.)
Level 6-8: :pensive: (Struggling with urges and distractions. It’s a tough day.)
Level 9-10: :disappointed: (Feeling low and defeated. The urge is overwhelming, but persistence is key.)

:handshake: 𝗠𝗼𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗤𝘂𝗼𝘁𝗲

John 13:20-22 (KJV) Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that receiveth whomsoever I send receiveth me; and he that receiveth me receiveth him that sent me.
When Jesus had thus said, he was troubled in spirit, and testified, and said, Verily, verily, I say unto you, that one of you shall betray me.
Then the disciples looked one on another, doubting of whom he spake.

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Day 106/365✅

183 Day Streak going as the evermore strongest.

Gentlemen,

I inform you in humble dignity, that I was under a heavy battle last night. I browsed through some random reddit forums when stumbling upon some explicit reminders of old times…

Long story short, this has lead into some peeking and edging.

I stopped the process with full retention of my energy. I have not spilled any semen or released orgasmic force.

Immideatly after that arousal, I did an hour of Kundalini Yoga to refine and transmute this onset energy into my biology for good.

I have gone into deep contemplation since then and continue the Streak as evermost refined and confirmed.

However I disturbed the chastity of the rules and also violated moral boundaries by clicking on this content.

I hereby deeply apologise for that.

I consider myself getting a “yellow card” for that mishap

If I ever peek or edge again, I reveive a red card and MUST reset my counter and leave the challenge.

@Believer
@ncubeanelem
@rajameghanan

It is up to you, wether you accept this rule adjustment.

With this rule, you will be engulfed with the same divine protection for any unthinkable situation that would lead to a fall. If you still stop yourself within the proces, you will get away with a yellow card and save yourself.

Knowing this unburdens you from the trap of thinking “It is already too late when I started”.
It allows you to turn back with strength and grace to preserve your streak.

Regardless of your decision, I am coming up with major disciplinations for myself to override this disturbence.

Its a long road, I have now stumbled once but did not fall. Therefore Im still standing. Ever stronger than before. I have faced temptation fully in the eye and retained. I won a battle that I should not have engadged with in the first place, but still asserted my dominance and mastery over these forces. A well earned realization on my lifetime Streak.

This incident has kickstarted a cascade of transformative actions today and ignited my dormant potential of ultimate self mastery.

The final line was drawn today, and I hope that anyone who reads this may save himself when ever faced with such a situation.

Keep walking.

Peace :person_in_lotus_position:

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A good reminder man. Thank you. Sorry to hear of the mishap, and very glad that you remained strong. I was faced with that same decision as you just before I ended my 71 day streak however many days ago (20? 30?). I am so glad to see that you haven’t made the same mistake as me. Well done and we are proud of you for it. Thank you for willing me on with your progress. Day 10 now. I cannot speak in reply to your yellow card as I am no longer in the challenge but I encourage the discipline of course :blush:

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Focus on one day at a time. One single day. Focus on making every single day as brilliant as it can be; from hard exercise to focused study and good bed/wake times. Spend time on here and be encouraged and lifted up by this incredible community. Embrace the helping of others on here where you feel you are able, and irl. Do your best to be a role model for others quitting. From experience, whilst this will be in your mind anyway, hold your moral standards to their highest level including your thoughts. This will help you, as well as others (importantly).

I put a few other thoughts on another thread too, which I will link :slight_smile:

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Day 106
106/365 check-in

Time for me to get back on track to what’s really important and stop distracting myself with other forms of escapism, like eating, sleeping or watching YouTube videos until I’m lost in a brain-fogged state. The point of NoPMO was to start fixing my life and stop escapist behaviour of any kind. Time to course-correct.

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Keep going bro. This is just a slip-up, but be very careful (probably more careful than usual) not to fall down a slippery slope. Personnally, i know peeking would make things very difficult, and so I never allow myself to do it (not intentionally). So make sure to never compromise again: peeking and edging no more. Accept that you slipped a little, no one’s journey is perfectly hard-mode (like i’ve seen a few movies in the past months with NSFW scenes – i didn’t actively seek out for them, so they didn’t affect me or stay in my mind as much as full-on p*). Make a conscious effort to not fall for the tricks of the mind that you might be experiencing now. Focus your mind and heart to your goal to be a better and improved version of yourself.

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Hard times bro , consider it as a blessing peeking is never good it never brings something positive in total. Forget everything that happened yesterday, you’re stronger than your urges you already defeated them in those 180 days. This is just a hurdle in your race we know you can overcome this.

Stay strong Stay Blessed.

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17th April checking in
Day 107

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Glad you didn’t f*p bro. Keep going strong. You are inspiring a lot here!

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Challenge Started: 01 January 2025 Wednesday
Stumbled: 0 times

Date: 17 April 2025
Username: @Believer
Current NoFap Streak: 151 Days
Check-in Day: 106/365
Emotion Meter: Level 7 :pensive:

Emotion Meter Chart
Level 1-4: :grinning: (Feeling confident and energized. The journey is going well.)
Level 5: :slightly_smiling_face: (Average day. Some temptation, but staying strong.)
Level 6-8: :pensive: (Struggling with urges and distractions. It’s a tough day.)
Level 9-10: :disappointed: (Feeling low and defeated. The urge is overwhelming, but persistence is key.)

:handshake: 𝗠𝗼𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗤𝘂𝗼𝘁𝗲

Matthew 26:14-16 (KJV) Then one of the twelve, called Judas Iscariot, went unto the chief priests,
And said unto them, What will ye give me, and I will deliver him unto you? And they covenanted with him for thirty pieces of silver.
And from that time he sought opportunity to betray him.


This morning… I almost gave in.

It was one of those moments where the weight of everything felt too much. I was close to breaking. But somehow, I didn’t. I held on. And I’m still here. Still standing. Still strong.

And I want to say this—for anyone who’s struggling: there is hope. Even when it doesn’t feel like it. Even when it’s hard to see. I know that because I was there just this morning.

The truth is, I was looking for a kind of hope that I couldn’t seem to find. And in that moment, I didn’t have the words, or the strength, to say much. So I just prayed a simple prayer:

“Heavenly Father, I need You now more than ever. Amen.”

That’s all I could manage. But it was real. And somehow, that was enough to keep me going.

I didn’t quit. I didn’t walk away. I stayed in the fight—even if all I could do was just breathe and keep moving. And I believe if I can do that, so can you.

We don’t always need big answers or perfect strength. Sometimes, all we need is that little spark that says, “Not yet. Don’t give up.” That’s enough.

Iron Will: Still, I Rise.

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Day 107
107/365 check-in

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Day 107/365✅

184 Day Streak going strong.

Im on track, finally got on some tasks that I delayed for years. I have much to do, and its step by step on every day now. Glad I finally catched up with that, feels good. Some money already flows in after the past few days.

Keep working on yourselves.

Peace :person_in_lotus_position:

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18th April checking in
Day 108

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Challenge Started: 01 January 2025 Wednesday
Stumbled: 0 times

Date: 18 April 2025
Username: @Believer
Check-in Day: 107/365
Emotion Meter: Level 1 :grinning:

Emotion Meter Chart
Level 1-4: :grinning: (Feeling confident and energized. The journey is going well.)
Level 5: :slightly_smiling_face: (Average day. Some temptation, but staying strong.)
Level 6-8: :pensive: (Struggling with urges and distractions. It’s a tough day.)
Level 9-10: :disappointed: (Feeling low and defeated. The urge is overwhelming, but persistence is key.)

:handshake: 𝗠𝗼𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗤𝘂𝗼𝘁𝗲

John 13:13-15 (KJV) Ye call me Master and Lord: and ye say well; for so I am.
If I then, your Lord and Master, have washed your feet; ye also ought to wash one another’s feet.
For I have given you an example, that ye should do as I have done to you.

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April 19 checking in
Day 109

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