Day 106/365✅
183 Day Streak going as the evermore strongest.
Gentlemen,
I inform you in humble dignity, that I was under a heavy battle last night. I browsed through some random reddit forums when stumbling upon some explicit reminders of old times…
Long story short, this has lead into some peeking and edging.
I stopped the process with full retention of my energy. I have not spilled any semen or released orgasmic force.
Immideatly after that arousal, I did an hour of Kundalini Yoga to refine and transmute this onset energy into my biology for good.
I have gone into deep contemplation since then and continue the Streak as evermost refined and confirmed.
However I disturbed the chastity of the rules and also violated moral boundaries by clicking on this content.
I hereby deeply apologise for that.
I consider myself getting a “yellow card” for that mishap
If I ever peek or edge again, I reveive a red card and MUST reset my counter and leave the challenge.
@Believer
@ncubeanelem
@rajameghanan
It is up to you, wether you accept this rule adjustment.
With this rule, you will be engulfed with the same divine protection for any unthinkable situation that would lead to a fall. If you still stop yourself within the proces, you will get away with a yellow card and save yourself.
Knowing this unburdens you from the trap of thinking “It is already too late when I started”.
It allows you to turn back with strength and grace to preserve your streak.
Regardless of your decision, I am coming up with major disciplinations for myself to override this disturbence.
Its a long road, I have now stumbled once but did not fall. Therefore Im still standing. Ever stronger than before. I have faced temptation fully in the eye and retained. I won a battle that I should not have engadged with in the first place, but still asserted my dominance and mastery over these forces. A well earned realization on my lifetime Streak.
This incident has kickstarted a cascade of transformative actions today and ignited my dormant potential of ultimate self mastery.
The final line was drawn today, and I hope that anyone who reads this may save himself when ever faced with such a situation.
Keep walking.
Peace 