2021: Warrior's TransformationđŸ’Ș - valiant_warrior's diary

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Yes bro. This time I am feeling really strong. Tbh during the transmutation challenge meditation helped me. I feel like I have better control over my thoughts now but I still know that overconfidence will make me fall back to 0 so i am being careful and trying my best to kick this habit out :100::muscle:

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Reminding you again, Just focus on being busy.
Don’t let any other thought pass you.
You are a busy man brother.
You have a lot of things to achieve in life.
Focus on them.
You don’t have time for this thing.
Good luck brother.
Don’t lose you are our hope brother.
:fire::handshake: @valiant_warrior

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How do I thank God for giving me such amazing companions in a world where my own friends have betrayed me :pleading_face:

By saying this you have given me a very big responsibility. I feel like if I loose now, I will be responsible for your losses as well.

I WILL SACRIFICE EVERYTHING BUT THIS TIME I WILL NOT LOOSE :triumph:

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IM the only one who doesnt know anything about Among us game :rofl:

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Brother, We will play once our exams are over,
Making our own server :rofl:

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Well even Idk anything. I simply posted :rofl::rofl::rofl::ok_hand:

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lol hahan :rofl: :rofl: :rofl:

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Someone who can’t sacrifice anything can never change anything :raised_hands:

SO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES, THERE ARE NO LIMITATIONS. I AM THE KING OF THE CASTLE :triumph:

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Finally after a long time unlocked the badge GENTLEMAN :smiley: I feel peace and happiness. My confidence is also back but there’s still a long journey to go.
Let’s keep going together brothers :muscle: and sisters if there’s any who reads my diary :wink:

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Aha looks like everything’s going well! :wink:
Good good 2021 is ours!

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Yess bro. I think the past relapses helped us a lot. This time we conquer this addiction :triumph:.
Yesterday night i had urges and tbh they were higher than usual but I could manipulate my mind and change the thoughts. Still I won’t be able to know if I am actually able to control my thoughts or it’s just willpower until very high urges hit me. I am trying different things this time let’s see what happens :smiley:.

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I dont know how many times we broke promises, this time we didnt make any promises and we are going very well! Because we are focusing more into our work! 2020 we started together, 2021 we end it together. And its the best opportunity to do it! :+1:

I am hoping that uda cisie and evil morty is also doing great job!

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Guys damn, very high urges hit me just few minutes back. My heart started beating and my brain was telling let me just peek hahahaha lol so that I would start from 0 again and stay stuck in that cycle. Face chaser effect and disappoint everyone in the forum huh.
I am not boasting guys but the urges I faced just few minutes back were those urges which used to make me relapse. I am actually able to control my thoughts now. I didn’t fear the urges like i used to because I have realised no matter what urges are inevitable. It’s not like relapse now and then never face urges, you have to face them and take control over them. I started mediating as soon as the urges hit and instead of thinking and searching about stupid and disgusting stuff. I just saw my urges go away. I am not a person who writes long paras hahahaha but seriously guys I am soo happy today I actually defeated the urges.
My biggest mistake that made me relapse was FEAR. I was afraid of those urges but now in my mind I knew they will come and I was ready this time.

WARRIOR HAS WON THE FIRST BATTLE :crossed_swords:

ALHAMDULLILAH ALHAMDULLILAH :raised_hands:

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Not gonna lie, you had me in the first half :exploding_head:

We will keep beating those urges to their death

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Of course, He will brother not this time, We all remember how miserable we were when we lost !
Just stick to your routine stay busy !
That’s the key !
I know you all have figured it out yourself !

Hold on Guys Greatness is for all of us :fire:

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Staying busy is only the key guys. Yesterday I was off and I faced really high urges but i am not overconfident because that also leads me to relapse. But I obviously feel like a man and a normal human being :smiley:
Thank you guys @nofapstar123 @rewire_user

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The temptation to quit will be greatest just before you are about to succeed.

Always remember this :fire:

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Guys again I faced urges. I was late today so I was having my dinner and the TV was on and suddenly one actress appeared in very tight clothes. I lowered my gaze but the urges hit me really hard. This time they were soo damn high that I actually searched her insta and as soon as I went to her profile I just threw my phone. I started to think about my talks and the quote I said

I told you all to remember but if I don’t remember myself then it’s a shame on me.
I still feel slight urges so I m just gonna go to sleep. I have work also I can’t be late and everyone here knows how this stupid thing takes all our energy

I JUST CAN’T DO IT, I CAN’T GET BACK TO THAT DISGUSTING LIFE. I AM SOO HAPPY BEING CLEAN :triumph::triumph::triumph:

Will update you all tomorrow morning
Good night :crescent_moon:

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