He takes 1 hr .
Yeah thatās the problem I eat less and still take a lot of time
Thanks for clarifying @_TIGER bro !
I eat more in very less time.
I want to eat less in more time.
I think itās not problem. Your food will digest easily
I am student brother and my exam is just 20 days to go,
I canāt afford to waste time, Plus everyone makes fun of me in the mess that I get up at the very last
Sometimes, When I am finished eating the mess is about to get closed .
So, I guess I have to eat much faster !
He keeps on watching something side wise thatās why wastes time.
@rewire_user I think instead of writing byour aim as eating in less time you should write eat without anime , then Itāll automatically take less time.
Yeah thatās true brother !
But even though I donāt watch anything, still I take time But faster than watching something and eating !
You watch anime even in mess??
I thought you ate alone or something like that
YEAH ! ā¦ But now I donāt, I talk to my friends and try to eat faster.
When I watch anime, They think itās shinchan or doremon something !
Yeah thatās what mess is for
It would obviously look weird if someone kept watching something in mess
Yeah, When I was home. But due to studies I came here for few days !
Tomorrow I am gonna push myself and Make the most of my day !
Study Challenge, I promise to study 9 hours tomorrow!
Will prove it that I can do it.
Slowly, I will be able to convert it into a habit !
I just know, I have to prove them wrong who said I canāt do it !
I wasnāt able to pass this JEE exam ,But I will not let this be ruined !
I know I can do it and I will !
I will work my ass off !
Good Night Guys !
Stay strong
you can do it bro, I believe in you. All the best.
Surviving an urge is such a blessing!
I won ! I will not give up
By the grace of god I am here didnāt relapsed!
Initial days are tough but I have to get through this phase !
This will never benefit me in anyway !
It will just ruin my health and my confidence !
Just keep moving forward !
A strong urge strike again, But in order to distract myself I opened YouTube, It increased but then I read that Attack on titans ended Manga. So, I watched it and Urge dissapeared!
No giving up ! Actually it was coincidence that video showed up otherwise I was vulnerable at that point !
Thanks to God !
This is Just to remind me, That This is the just the beginning I donāt have to become overconfident, According to my Goal 90 days, My current streak holds no value ! I have to keep moving forward !
I will try my best to not give up and Hold on !
And Get freed from this, My exams are about to come !
I have to use my energy there!
Till then, Everyone stay strong Keep grinding,
Find Your reason and It must me strong!
Finally I have found my reason,
My streak is so invaluable, I donāt have a good streak itās pathetic that I am thinking that I have come far as I was stuck in relapsing every 2nd and 3rd day!
Remember If I relapse, I will be stuck again,
My studies will get affected, I have to deal with that negativity again!
No, I have come way far away from that shit, I am not going back !
I will just keep moving Foward
After a very long time I have came this Far, I have to continue being like this.
I can focus on my studies better now, My concentration has improved as well.
My sense of Humor has also improved which give me an advantage for social skills!
I want to remember what I am doing so that I am not facing an urges !
In short,
What to do to get free from urges ?
The answer is just one word, Be Busy
Being busy is the key for me to succeed and always encountering your over confident mind!
I tell myself that my streak is worst in the whole rewire forum!
So, Better push forward !
another thing, Which helped me a lot is
Fixed Sleeping Schedule !
My whole day is spent being busy! Productive or unproductive just busy!
And At night I fall asleep as soon as the clock strikes 11 and then there is no chances of urges at night !
I personally believe that night urges are the strongest among all urges!
so
Stay Strong And Keep Moving Forward!
And his name is Eren yeaga
I canāt think of going back, the benefits are just amazing ! These are not rumors or hype itās the real deal! If you wanna experience it Just be Busy and Sleep at the proper time, I am sure you will there in no time !
Stay Strong
Just Keep moving forward,
You have the potential inside of you!
Itās really hard, But yeah when you focus on other thing which are more important automatically the things which waste your time, cut down !
Never the less, My streak is still worse in the RC community, I have to push and Fight!
I am not going back!
By the grace of God will cross my limits this time.
Day 11
Feeling Great, Donāt wanna go back to that trash!
I am just busy, Productive or Unproductive doesnāt matter.
Also, there is everyone discussing about getting a girl, in the message board and now in the forum.
I think I should too get a girl for me and Destroy my 12th Grades!
Never the less, I will look for it After my exams are over!
Goals before Girls
I will just keep moving Foward!
BTW CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR STREAK. YOU CAN DO IT!
As I read your diary I could tell that you are starting to see that this is a real addiction. That is very important. I have been addicted to porn and masturbation for 35 years and working on stopping it for 30 year with more success in the last 13 years when I started treating it as an addiction. My advice is to learn more about recovering from addictions. This short free book / essay will help you, itās called Sitting in a Rowboat Throwing Marbles at a Battleship. Google it. Itās a free book that talks about stopping PMO addictions. Itās one of the best books to understand this very powerful, life distorting addiction. Keep going, donāt give up the fight.