Iβm joining in this war. Iβm ready to kill all these urges and destroy my goalsβ:fire:
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Day 4 no-fap challenge. Hows it going for me:
No urges: 
Sick: 
Happy:
Sad: 
Mad: 
Listened to music:
Exercised:
Push-ups:
Meditation:
Worried:
Study or did college work:
Working:
Single:
: Yes
or : No
: not much
: Just checking but didnβt
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This is how it went for me yesterday. I will see how today goes and tommorow Iβll place it as day 5 
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Was having small to medium urges today
But overcame everything. Feeling good now.
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nofaplegend Check in day 2
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Iam Not Well Done nothing all day
Will continue routine after Feeling well
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Hey survivor keep it up β¦you are an inspirationβ¦
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Thanks bro
Really appreciate your support
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24 January check-in
Day 73 
No urges
Couldnβt do anything as i was deeply busy in something else
So hope from tomorrow i will start
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Day 3 of no Fap
January 24th
I did see research on a side hustle Iβm invested in and spend 2 or 3 hrs watching videos about it. My Dieting today was not good but I had no urges today which is very good. Iβm bouta head to the gym in a few and that will rap up my dayπ
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Check in guys today.,., Jan Β²β΅
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Tues 24th Jan
I shouldβve checked in yesterday - I got up early and eagerly, started my day by being in Church & prayer.
It was good, busy and productive day.
The day ended in annoyance as I got banned from selling in my chosen category on eBay, though still hoping to have it resolved. Nofapwise, not great but not terrible.
This morning I couldβve got up and straight back to God in prayer, but felt tired and exhausted ;;;
[[[Fell back asleep, entertained unhelpful thoughts, which lead to images and the inevitable]]] 
Iβm back here again this evening, completing my post after having a nice evening chatting with LDR, learning and testing our skills.
I didnβt think to talk about my laziness and relapse this morning, but I really do need to keep to reality and be way more mindful of my sins and weakness.
Iβm happy to stay weak and trusting in God,β¦but,β¦ maybe Iβm not, maybe Iβm just saying so because I know at the end of the day Iβll always be dependent on His Grace to save me through any suffering.
But, yes, itβs true, Iβm still very much tempted to sin again and again, and not care.
So, I got on with an early day, made the effort to be in Godβs House, And the day was good -incidentally my eBay issue was resolved, and can once again sell my collection- So that was a good day.
Early rise, Prayer, eat, work, walk, work, and a mistake selling an item (I knew) I wasnβt actually allowed - which later resolved because I acted fast and would co-operate professionally. The whole thing says a lot about a relationship with God.
Now, this evening as I write this post, Iβm anxious and feeling tempted again -though not as much after writing/thinking about that last paragraph- read it again,β¦then write without reading this part again.
The mistake disrupted my feelings, because Iβd enjoyed selling to make some extra cash towards my trip. But I shouldnβt let things bother me,β¦well, actually I shouldnβt have been selling something that got flagged in the past that was an infringement of copyright. Yes, many sellers donβt follow policy, there are loopholes, people donβt seem to really care, buyers and sellers - and that is not a resolving sentence.
Today, I didnβt go to church, the day was alright, it was kinda productive.
The resolved issue made me feel very pleased, but it was because I had to be Humble at Mercyβs door and Co-operate. To work with another soul & mind, through failings. I know I donβt need to be so dramatic about it 
but I know I need to take stuff way more to heart that I have been.
Itβs vital to be on the path, they say.
Weβve got to at least see a path, and began to carve out a journey.
Oh how great it would be to feel driven, fighting, and bang on a good streak - but I donβt have a motorbike or even a road to drive on. A destination or aim? I donβt know what that means anymore.
All I think about is inward things that I wouldnβt want to share with people, not even here out of respect.
So, Iβm left alone with this shit.
Sorry for the no-resolve.
I donβt want to use words so lightly, but actually mean every word, know it and be it - and always always be able to laugh at myself.
Take seriously the things I need to,
be Humble, co-operative and Eager.
Thanks be to God
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I understand this is about no Fap and grinding for the future but I just wanna let me heart out. Me and my mom just got into an argument about somethings and it got a little carried away. We started talking about the financial state and sadness of the world and then I went on and explained that we come from a very poor family. I hate seeing everyone in my family work and slave away just for that paycheck. I said something on the lines of that our family wasted their potential and itβs sad to see everyone in this state in life and my mom was saying that I was pretty much calling everyone a loser. Then I explained that I was not and that the only loser in our family was my uncle. He stabbed and used my mom and grandma and that is unmanly thing to do. I had fast food this night bc we didnβt have food. I got home and this got brought up in our argument. She said that I always worry about food but there have been times where we didnβt get much. This week we didnβt get enough groceries to use this week and it was manly cheap junk food that isnβt good for you. She then said that she buys foods you cook but that I am to lazy to do so. She cooks the food that she buys and needs to cook. Then she said I look at our family in only money and then told me to go read my f***** bible and this hit me. I didnβt want to disrespect my mom or family I just wanna make them happy and make sure they live the rest of their lives happy. I donβt know if Iβm in the wrong. I told my mom that I didnβt mean to say these things but idk man. I wish not to make the Lord angry or sad or upset. My heart is broken. Iβve been overwhelmed with thoughts and feelings. I usually just push through and I regret having this conversation tonight. I only pray God forgives me. I donβt like talking about my problems I just get after it.
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Checking in for JJJ: day 24
Beginning today, I will only check in once a week (on Wednesdays). Just trying to control my internet usage a bit more strictly considering how in the past two days it almost become my downfall. The same day next week will be the beginning of FFF. Looking forward to the opportunity for further growth.
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Day 25 check in 25/1/2023
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Checkin in the 25th of January
All good. I wonβt overthink on urges and such. Everyday life means everyday struggles. It is normal that we got tempted in many ways. If I give too much focus on one of it, than I destine myself to fall for that temptation. Hence I wonβt join fff or any challenge. It would be counterproductive for me for keeping my attention on something I donβt want to bother with anymore and donβt even want to consider itβs existence. Itβs in the past. Behind me. I look forward.
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Started new routine with morning workout and waking up earlier in addition to my after work gym session. Going hard this time we got this heads up kingsπͺ
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I have lost This war just by 5 dayβs, but i am not feeling even 1% guilt as 45 days is new longest streak I had and I will do much better next time 
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