Everything is fine . How are you little brother ?
Long time no see ?
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Glad to know bhai 
. Best wishes , howโs your health and leg now?
Now no one call me Short Ten carrot or Salt 10 gajar 
.
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Always feels nice to hear words from my brothers , congo for the CDS and All the very best for for your BPSC mains and UPSC bhai
Thanks bhai wishing the same for you !
Thatโs really nice to know didi , and I should say Long time no see .
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18th April 2025
Diary update after 4-5 months , 2025 , so , โI got married and I am happyโ , yes I am not kidding, itโs true that in december one of my distant maternal uncle got married and these were his words and I attended his wedding . Got you in the first half?
Regarding my course I got good grades , I got an S grade and will repeat one course because I didnโt study it well tbh , else all good , I have break till 2nd week of May , might leave after completing the ben 10 challenge , this was in my mind since January and one more thing was in my mind since last yearโs October will bring it during my next break .
Many people are busy many new people joined rc , glad to see them here and wishing to see my old brothers active here too.
Regarding personal life , 2024 ending to end of march 2025 were really torturing for me , crying , pain and headaches (and head hurts 
) , the issues are still there but itโs not crazy like before , sometimes it becomes that brutal level crap again but nvm . I started fapping and crap , everyday 2-3 times a day to cope up, weakest nofapper . I wish to live at peace all alone now . I started not to care about bs .
But I was disciplined for the very first time , I started to workout regularly and consistently since 16 february , I am doing PPL rest routine and I love working out now , even though my parents scold me for doing it late . I am now able to do 12 push ups in a row , not a big number but I used to struggle to do 1 push up last year.
I sleep at 4 am (the time I wanted to wake up ) and wake up at 9-10 am , have to fix this tbh I need to reverse the numbers , sleep at 10-11 pm , wake up at 4-5am .
One more thing I will start earning some money hopefully from May-June 
. Itโs incentive based but yeah atleast I will earn by Godโs grace .
! God bless you
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Like jinwoo, great job 
You mean the forum?
Understandable. If you feel that is the best decision, definately go with it. Peace was alredy there when we were young but we ignored it that time thinking growing up will be peaceful but it really hurts to know peace was already an option but we didnโt choose it.
Same here, but I canโt do pushup, pullups and squats. Canโt pick up my own body weight. And my legs are not fully grown so have problems with squatting.
Thatโs even great news, cuz now you can buy the things you want since you will earn. Thatโs an real relief cuz u got job and congradulations.
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Bro sorry to say you arenโt trying hard enough caus you are better then me but still this slow progress is really disappointing even I used to struggle to do one push up but when I got consistent I done 20 just after 10 days of trying you need to try more harder to push your limits 
i know that you are much stronger and wiser than me thatโs why I am telling you to break your limits try your best do push ups whenever you get little time like i used to do them before eating that if I donโt complete 10 push ups in one set I wonโt eat or go out or blah blah but also as fast you improve your chances of falling get higher too if I donโt do push ups for continuous 3 days I lose my ability to do them and barely do 3-5 thatโs why you need to make it as an habit you can do it 
. Also do socialising once a week to keep yourself sane and your mental health well 
. Btw whatโs your height now 
since you started massai jumps I want to know before and after height 
!
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I was drinking water and almost choked 
Yoo Nicee brotha
The weakest nofapper does not exist. You are stronger than you think. You have the potential to go far more than you think you can.
Some people wonโt like that but if youโre not able to sleep at 10-11. When you sleep at 4, wake up at 6 or 7 
that way youโll evso tired youโll sleep at 10 definitely.
Or donโt do it if you can 
Damn niceeee 
You know broโs grown up when he can get premium 
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hello bro
how are u ?
What was your previous name?
iโm doing great
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