Do share it man, Go find it. I wanna see. Youtube doesn’t show nits one. Was it inside or outside. Inside ones are just badass… I want to go somewhere with inside court. If possible.
I’ve also never been to an inside court but there is an agriculture university nearby my place about 30 kms and they have an indoor court, I’ve been to that university a couple of times but didn’t see the Court, I actually didn’t know they had one when I went there.
It was outside but totally synthetic and there were flood lights on the court, we used to play till 8-8:30 on a regular basics, even in winters, sometimes we even played till night 11-12.
Also they are making 2 new indoor courts in NIT Hamirpur, too bad they didn’t make them when I was there .
I just saw IITB court , it is at whole another level.
Inside courts are good but slippery you need good shoes. I went to XLR8 with my friends, ig only @GOVIND-19 will know what XLR8 is basically it’s a sports place- I don’t know any other place that has a heated swimming pool
I know XLR8. Been there once. The place is fucking huge! They got everything there. Almost every sport. Even rock climbing. But never played. It’s expensive and it’s far. Half an hour drive from my place. Petrol price alone makes that place expensive
Beginning my journey again
I tried my best to not relapse, I tried to read notes which I made to overcome urges, But I closed them, I was so distracted by some hot pics on google. And after a very long time, I relapsed in evening before 9 pm. Before things get worse, I have to fix my mindset.
I have decided to do Affirmations Seriously
- I have always regretted after relapse.
- It might seem good at the moment but after I relapse, It will mess up my entire mindset
- I haven’t made a 30 days streak even once, Let me do it this time.
I will add more affirmations if something comes to my mind. Journey to Day 30
What the hell were you doing seeing hot pictures .
You had to read the notes before searching for them.
The urge is “let me search for some erotic content”
Once you’ve searched for it there’s no going back, so you have to stop the urge to search for it. That’s why many people consider peeking as relapse.
But you are a strong man, I know you can do this.
All the best bro…
Know ur weaknesses, have an action plan and determine to reach 30 days…dont say it for saying…“determine” to reach it!!
Naaah man, I wasn’t searching for it. It just came in my google feed. That’s where it all started. And Now I realize since I have been studying from past 2-3 days with no entertainment, my mind is craving for dopamine. This time, I am thinking of doing it again. I can’t believe this. I am again struck by urges after my relapse recently. Man, I need to fix this…
Let’s chill on discord then?
I am free now, no mood to study, we can play trivia and listen to music. Since your exam was today I think you will love some kicking back.
This is my condition also🥲🥲🥲
Discord is an app . We have a server there, rewire warriors
I closed everything just now bro, So that I don’t relapse. Unfortunately I can’t open discord I have locked everything else except rc, telegram and vlc player.
I wish I would have thought of it earlier
hmmmm so like another forum?
No bro, there we can actually beat an urge together. We can play music, play little games to distract ourselves. So, urge can pass and we don’t pay attention to it.