Feeling Great, Donāt wanna go back to that trash!
I am just busy, Productive or Unproductive doesnāt matter.
Also, there is everyone discussing about getting a girl, in the message board and now in the forum.
I think I should too get a girl for me and Destroy my 12th Grades!
Never the less, I will look for it After my exams are over!
BTW CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR STREAK. YOU CAN DO IT!
As I read your diary I could tell that you are starting to see that this is a real addiction. That is very important. I have been addicted to porn and masturbation for 35 years and working on stopping it for 30 year with more success in the last 13 years when I started treating it as an addiction. My advice is to learn more about recovering from addictions. This short free book / essay will help you, itās called Sitting in a Rowboat Throwing Marbles at a Battleship. Google it. Itās a free book that talks about stopping PMO addictions. Itās one of the best books to understand this very powerful, life distorting addiction. Keep going, donāt give up the fight.
This forum is made for the soul purpose of helping others.
Btw, He really needs help, @nofapstar123 Bro, Do you remember @Tagore advice on how to deal with girls attraction I still remember it.
And it still work for me very well. I too get distracted by girls.
But I see, We all are human we need a companion that guy too, he is just sharing his feeling.
But at last, I will share Tagoreās post !
Also there is another great advice by the yogis of India for maintaining celibacy bro @rewire_user . When you see a girl, donāt think about her external looks. Suddenly when lust appears in your mind for a girl think about whatās inside her body- bones, blood, digesting food, veins, secretion, and vomit producing smell.
If you think like this youāll run away from all girls in the world,
Youāll tranmute your semen and will become a God
While reading that thread, I too wanted to share one of my experiences with my gf-
When I used to have a gf, at the age of 16,
I turn back to that time, How much stupidity I have did to make her happy.
When My friends remind me of that I just feel embarrassed, But yeah that was a phase of life. I have to move on ! And I did.
One of the incidence, I remember ;
My gf sent me this video,
I used to watch it just the starting part ! I donāt understand a word though !
I decided to learn Spanish to understand it. When I told her about it, she said itās turkish not spanish
Fu*k man ! All of us were laughing for very long.
That was time, I used to have a very big friend circle.
But because of my this habit, I have ruined everything !
I donāt care about anything, I will change myself, I have to change myself !
I will become the best version of myself!