Yes 
, the questions about purpose life, afterlife and extra terrestrial life are quite baffling and will probably remain unanswered.
Anyways letās go to sleep and strive to find that purpose tomorrow. Good night brother.
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16 March 2021
Had a alarm for 6 but kept snoozing till 8:30 in the morningšā¦ Had a breakfast then sat down to study then got a message from my online coaching that they will gift me a macbook if I got above 99.9 in another jee mainsā¦ I was pumped because I wanted that macbook badly but I started preparing for advanced and some chapters are extra in mains syllabus which need extra attention so yeah I had one day to revise them allā¦ Have my best shotā¦ Then KVPY (research scholarship test) merit list got released and I am in it but that exam was just a timepass am not gonna go to research under any circumstances ā¦
After that whole day went in revising the stuffā¦
Now am to sleepā¦
Tommorow I have my mains again have to wake up early my center is an hour from my homeā¦
Days left for advanced:109
Sayonara!
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All the best bro! Get that Mac book 
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17 March 2021
Woke up at 5:30 in morning got dressed up and had breakfast and then just revised some things before exam before my friendās parents came to pick me up for the examā¦ We reached there a bit early chilled inside the car and then went for the examā¦
Exam went well could have done better commited a few silly mistakesā¦
Then from there I went to my friendās house watched movie and had a pizza there then came back home and checked the answer keysā¦ Then had some restā¦ Woke up at 5:30 had a class from 5:45 then after the class I wrote some practicals,they are just utter waste of timeā¦
Then had another clss 9:30 which continued till 12 and now am off to sleep!
Days left for jee advanced:108
Sayonara!
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So yesterday I relapsed againā¦
Itās been exactly a year since my longest streak of 72 daysā¦
I was just wondering what changed after thatā¦
At that time used to be extremely busy with coachings,schools,playing basketball and badminton regularly. I barely managed 6 hours of sleep and I had no time to think about nofap.But then the lockdown came into effect and thatās where my nofap journey started going downhill.I relapsed due to my bad routine and not being occupied for the whole day and yes now I used to think about nofap because of the free time.Not that much I had it in my back of my mind that I have to be careful of urges and all thatā¦
I am planning to take a break from this forum for a month as regularly checking in reminds of nofap and inturn of PMOā¦
So hereās my plan for the next month I am going to be busy with my practicals the next week and my classes for advanced have started both online and offline that will take an average of 7 hrs per day and I will need around 4 hours of self studyā¦ So here goes half of my day and as for physical exercise and meditation I am planning to put it in between my 3 hr study slots or in the morning just after I wake I have to decide upon thatā¦
So as for today I will read easy-peasy once again and then follow a strict routine for a month and I will check in after a monthā¦
After a month I will be someone of whom I am proud of or a loserā¦
Letās see!
Sayonara!
All the best bro! May the next month be best month of your life .
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18 July 2021
I am back hereā¦ I had around four 20-30 days streak after I left the forumā¦But wasnāt able to get over the 30 day markā¦
There were some binge relapses too in between but canāt change what has already happenedā¦
As far as my exams are concerned they were postponed and all the plans I made of the things I will do after they the exams are also postponedšā¦
Canāt help itā¦
I am here for a new start and I hope this time I will be able to get rid of this addictionšā¦
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Just read your whole diary, man toppers do study a lot, play physical games, meditate, exercise. And here I am laying all day in my bed doing absolutely nothing 
jk Iāve plans too,
Anyways welcome back. Donāt RELAPSE ever again, you hate it. Bye bye good night 
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I will love to play some outdoor games but alas all my friends are busy in preparation and also am not going outside since I if I fall ill 15-20 days of my preparation may go to waste and my 2 years preparation will be wastedā¦
I have thought of exercising at home but just too lazy to startš¤¦š»āāļø
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