[18 M] Diary For My Aim- COMMITMENT

Hello guys. I am TheStudiousFellow. You can call me TSF. I am on this forum to improve my life as a whole. I am not new to this platform, but I have created a new account to restart my journey once again.

Who Am I?

Well, as my username suggests, I am a student. I should be studying most of the time. Hi, I am a NEET aspirant. NEET is a popular (way too popular unfortunately :slightly_smiling_face:) exam in India for getting into a medical college. It is a Highly competitive exam with around 1.5 Million aspirants taking it every year and around 30k being selected.

I too wanna be a doctor. ItтАЩs not that I am starting the preparation now. ItтАЩs the time to give the final touch to the exam preparation now as the date is very close (expected to be held in 4 months).

What Am I going to Do?

Well, study. However, I want to completely commit to this final stage of studying for the exam that is why I started this diary. In this diary, I will be posting my daily goals and daily achievements.
I will post 2 times daily. One in the morning before starting my studies, listing my goals. One at night before bed, striking out the goals. Generally I will Study one day and practice related questions another day. The day I study, I will be completing at least 4 chapters from my syllabus, one from Physics, one from Chemistry, one from Botany and the last one from Zoology. This way my syllabus would be completed in under 50 Days.

To be honest it feels awkward talking in so much details about everything I am gonna doтАж I donтАЩt know why. Maybe itтАЩs my fear of getting judged by people, due to which I was resisting myself to start a diary for a long time. But this time, I am here, and I will be here till the end and will ace my exams.

Anyway, that is what I will be doing. My tasks will be based on some upcoming or missed tests, which I will be attempting on the day of practicing. I will also be revising my old lessons on Saturdays/Sundays and will be taking some related tests the following day.

Well, time to put an end to this technical talk. The main Question is:

What Am I willing to Sacrifice?

This is the commitment I was talking about in the title. I am willing to sacrifice everything for my goal. When I say it, I mean it. The goals which I have set above, are not easy. But, I promise to make them seem easy. With some fire of determination in my eyes,

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I Promise to:

  • Always strike all the tasks by the end of the day without any fails. I wonтАЩt be crying or giving any excuse for non-completion. In any life or death situation, my goals are my priority. ItтАЩs a do or die.
  • Never Give up. You may see me struggling, for instance, you may see that I have not striked my goals till very late in the night, but believe me, YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME QUIT. THE TASKS WILL BE STRIKED OUT BEFORE I SLEEP AND THAT IS A THING.

CRAWLING IS ACCEPTABLE. FALLING IS ACCEPTABLE. CRYING IS ACCEPTABLE. PAIN IS ACCEPTABLE. QUITTING IS NOT.

  • Never be scared or have mercy on myself. ItтАЩs the hard mode so why should I?

  • Show Everyone that I have got whatтАЩs required to crack this exam and ace it.

  • Prove everyone wrong including myself who doubts my abilites. There is an awesome poem on what a determined person can do once he decides:

рд╕рдЪ рд╣реИ, рд╡рд┐рдкрддреНрддрд┐ рдЬрдм рдЖрддреА рд╣реИ,

рдХрд╛рдпрд░ рдХреЛ рд╣реА рджрд╣рд▓рд╛рддреА рд╣реИ,

рд╢реВрд░рдорд╛ рдирд╣реАрдВ рд╡рд┐рдЪрд▓рд┐рдд рд╣реЛрддреЗ,

рдХреНрд╖рдг рдПрдХ рдирд╣реАрдВ рдзреАрд░рдЬ рдЦреЛрддреЗ,

рд╡рд┐рдШреНрдиреЛрдВ рдХреЛ рдЧрд▓реЗ рд▓рдЧрд╛рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВ,

рдХрд╛рдБрдЯреЛрдВ рдореЗрдВ рд░рд╛рд╣ рдмрдирд╛рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВред

рдореБрдЦ рд╕реЗ рди рдХрднреА рдЙрдл рдХрд╣рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВ,

рд╕рдВрдХрдЯ рдХрд╛ рдЪрд░рдг рди рдЧрд╣рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВ,

рдЬреЛ рдЖ рдкрдбрд╝рддрд╛ рд╕рдм рд╕рд╣рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВ,

рдЙрджреНрдпреЛрдЧ-рдирд┐рд░рдд рдирд┐рдд рд░рд╣рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВ,

рд╢реВрд▓реЛрдВ рдХрд╛ рдореВрд▓ рдирд╕рд╛рдиреЗ рдХреЛ,

рдмрдврд╝ рдЦреБрдж рд╡рд┐рдкрддреНрддрд┐ рдкрд░ рдЫрд╛рдиреЗ рдХреЛред

рд╣реИ рдХреМрди рд╡рд┐рдШреНрди рдРрд╕рд╛ рдЬрдЧ рдореЗрдВ,

рдЯрд┐рдХ рд╕рдХреЗ рд╡реАрд░ рдирд░ рдХреЗ рдордЧ рдореЗрдВ

рдЦрдо рдареЛрдВрдХ рдареЗрд▓рддрд╛ рд╣реИ рдЬрдм рдирд░,

рдкрд░реНрд╡рдд рдХреЗ рдЬрд╛рддреЗ рдкрд╛рдБрд╡ рдЙрдЦрдбрд╝ред

рдорд╛рдирд╡ рдЬрдм рдЬреЛрд░ рд▓рдЧрд╛рддрд╛ рд╣реИ,

рдкрддреНрдерд░ рдкрд╛рдиреА рдмрди рдЬрд╛рддрд╛ рд╣реИред

рдЧреБрдг рдмрдбрд╝реЗ рдПрдХ рд╕реЗ рдПрдХ рдкреНрд░рдЦрд░,

рд╣реИрдВ рдЫрд┐рдкреЗ рдорд╛рдирд╡реЛрдВ рдХреЗ рднреАрддрд░,

рдореЗрдВрд╣рджреА рдореЗрдВ рдЬреИрд╕реЗ рд▓рд╛рд▓реА рд╣реЛ,

рд╡рд░реНрддрд┐рдХрд╛-рдмреАрдЪ рдЙрдЬрд┐рдпрд╛рд▓реА рд╣реЛред

рдмрддреНрддреА рдЬреЛ рдирд╣реАрдВ рдЬрд▓рд╛рддрд╛ рд╣реИ

рд░реЛрд╢рдиреА рдирд╣реАрдВ рд╡рд╣ рдкрд╛рддрд╛ рд╣реИред

рдкреАрд╕рд╛ рдЬрд╛рддрд╛ рдЬрдм рдЗрдХреНрд╖реБ-рджрдгреНрдб,

рдЭрд░рддреА рд░рд╕ рдХреА рдзрд╛рд░рд╛ рдЕрдЦрдгреНрдб,

рдореЗрдВрд╣рджреА рдЬрдм рд╕рд╣рддреА рд╣реИ рдкреНрд░рд╣рд╛рд░,

рдмрдирддреА рд▓рд▓рдирд╛рдУрдВ рдХрд╛ рд╕рд┐рдВрдЧрд╛рд░ред

рдЬрдм рдлреВрд▓ рдкрд┐рд░реЛрдпреЗ рдЬрд╛рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВ,

рд╣рдо рдЙрдирдХреЛ рдЧрд▓реЗ рд▓рдЧрд╛рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВред

рд╡рд╕реБрдзрд╛ рдХрд╛ рдиреЗрддрд╛ рдХреМрди рд╣реБрдЖ?

рднреВрдЦрдгреНрдб-рд╡рд┐рдЬреЗрддрд╛ рдХреМрди рд╣реБрдЖ?

рдЕрддреБрд▓рд┐рдд рдпрд╢ рдХреНрд░реЗрддрд╛ рдХреМрди рд╣реБрдЖ?

рдирд╡-рдзрд░реНрдо рдкреНрд░рдгреЗрддрд╛ рдХреМрди рд╣реБрдЖ?

рдЬрд┐рд╕рдиреЗ рди рдХрднреА рдЖрд░рд╛рдо рдХрд┐рдпрд╛,

рд╡рд┐рдШреНрдиреЛрдВ рдореЗрдВ рд░рд╣рдХрд░ рдирд╛рдо рдХрд┐рдпрд╛ред

рдЬрдм рд╡рд┐рдШреНрди рд╕рд╛рдордиреЗ рдЖрддреЗ рд╣реИрдВ,

рд╕реЛрддреЗ рд╕реЗ рд╣рдореЗрдВ рдЬрдЧрд╛рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВ,

рдорди рдХреЛ рдорд░реЛрдбрд╝рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВ рдкрд▓-рдкрд▓,

рддрди рдХреЛ рдЭрдБрдЭреЛрд░рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВ рдкрд▓-рдкрд▓ред

рд╕рддреНрдкрде рдХреА рдУрд░ рд▓рдЧрд╛рдХрд░ рд╣реА,

рдЬрд╛рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВ рд╣рдореЗрдВ рдЬрдЧрд╛рдХрд░ рд╣реАред

рд╡рд╛рдЯрд┐рдХрд╛ рдФрд░ рд╡рди рдПрдХ рдирд╣реАрдВ,

рдЖрд░рд╛рдо рдФрд░ рд░рдг рдПрдХ рдирд╣реАрдВред

рд╡рд░реНрд╖рд╛, рдЕрдВрдзрдбрд╝, рдЖрддрдк рдЕрдЦрдВрдб,

рдкреМрд░реБрд╖ рдХреЗ рд╣реИрдВ рд╕рд╛рдзрди рдкреНрд░рдЪрдгреНрдбред

рд╡рди рдореЗрдВ рдкреНрд░рд╕реВрди рддреЛ рдЦрд┐рд▓рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВ,

рдмрд╛рдЧреЛрдВ рдореЗрдВ рд╢рд╛рд▓ рди рдорд┐рд▓рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВред

рдХрдЩреНрдХрд░рд┐рдпрд╛рдБ рдЬрд┐рдирдХреА рд╕реЗрдЬ рд╕реБрдШрд░,

рдЫрд╛рдпрд╛ рджреЗрддрд╛ рдХреЗрд╡рд▓ рдЕрдореНрдмрд░,

рд╡рд┐рдкрджрд╛рдПрдБ рджреВрдз рдкрд┐рд▓рд╛рддреА рд╣реИрдВ,

рд▓реЛрд░реА рдЖрдБрдзрд┐рдпрд╛рдБ рд╕реБрдирд╛рддреА рд╣реИрдВред

рдЬреЛ рд▓рд╛рдХреНрд╖рд╛-рдЧреГрд╣ рдореЗрдВ рдЬрд▓рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВ,

рд╡реЗ рд╣реА рд╢реВрд░рдорд╛ рдирд┐рдХрд▓рддреЗ рд╣реИрдВред

рдмрдврд╝рдХрд░ рд╡рд┐рдкрддреНрддрд┐рдпреЛрдВ рдкрд░ рдЫрд╛ рдЬрд╛,

рдореЗрд░реЗ рдХрд┐рд╢реЛрд░! рдореЗрд░реЗ рддрд╛рдЬрд╛!

рдЬреАрд╡рди рдХрд╛ рд░рд╕ рдЫрди рдЬрд╛рдиреЗ рджреЗ,

рддрди рдХреЛ рдкрддреНрдерд░ рдмрди рдЬрд╛рдиреЗ рджреЗред

рддреВ рд╕реНрд╡рдпрдВ рддреЗрдЬ рднрдпрдХрд╛рд░реА рд╣реИ,

рдХреНрдпрд╛ рдХрд░ рд╕рдХрддреА рдЪрд┐рдирдЧрд╛рд░реА рд╣реИ?

              -рд░рд╛рдордзрд╛рд░реА рд╕рд┐рдВрд╣ тАЬрджрд┐рдирдХрд░тАЭ

What About NoFap?

Hey, I know you people must be waiting for thisтАж тАЬWhen will this person talk about PMO?тАЭтАж Well, I wonтАЩt. Yes. The sole cause of any of my relapses was thinking about PMO, hence, indirectly thinking about тЦатЦатЦатЦа. This is why you wonтАЩt see me talk about PMO often, because I donтАЩt want it to be a part of my life anymore. I just donтАЩt want to talk about it so that I donтАЩt think about it. My life is all about my goals. There is no place for fapping or PMO in my dictionary. ThatтАЩs all I know and have to say about it.

What do I want from YOU Guys?

I want support. I started this diary to commit to my goals. I wanted someone to see so that I have the motivation to push forth. I want you guys, my Warrior friends to look after me so that I donтАЩt get deviated from my path. I want you warriors to always keep me in check and see if I am keeping my promises. I wonтАЩt disappoint you though.

LetтАЩs Begin!

Today is Monday 7 March, 2022 and itтАЩs 3 AM. I begin my journey after tonightтАЩs sleep. Wish me luck guys. I also wish you all the best of luck and I hope you all do well in your life by crushing your goals.

The BreakтАЩs over and Back to Work.

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Good Luck :crossed_fingers:t2: The poem is quite motivational tho

Thanks Bro :smile:! And Yeah the poem is an infinite source of motivation for me.

TodayтАЩs Tasks:

  • Finish 1 Chapter Physics (Theory): NLM
  • Finish 1 Chapter Chemistry (Theory): Thermodynamics
  • Finish 1 Chapter Botany (Theory): Biological Classification
  • Finish 1 Chapter Zoology (Theory): Excretion
  • Pray two times (~5 min each)

LetтАЩs Do This!

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First of all congratulations on beginning a new diary. I think you should also add some MCQ training session because at the end itтАЩs all objective question. Do you revise from notes or lectures ?

Best of luck for the journey.

Thanks @BlackMagic123! Yeah I do practice and studying every alternate days, like Tomorrow I will be solving MCQs of the chapters I study today. This way I wonтАЩt feel that my life is monotonous!
I prefer watching lectures and then reading from the books (NCERT)тАж I only revise from notes 1 day before my tests lol.

I could only complete Thermodynamics yesterday and then I slept. I tried hard to stay awake but I did sleep. This was mostly because I took it lightly and wasted much more time than was sustainable. However, the rest of the tasks are on me today along with all the questions. Wish me luck guys because I really need it today.
Tasks:-

  • NLM Physics Theory and Questions
  • Excretion Zoology Theory and Questions
  • Biological Classification Botany Theory and Questions
  • Thermodynamics Chemistry Questions
  • Pray 2 times

I am off now, I have to go to school today, I WILL finish these tasks and will update.

Okay wellтАж Finally I am making an entry here. I want to let a lot out but letтАЩs make it clear and concise.

  1. I only read 1 chapter on day one.
  2. Did not do a thing on day two.
  3. TodayтАЩs day 3. DidnтАЩt start anything yet.

WhatтАЩs the problem? I think itтАЩs the lack of discipline.

  • I joined the Asli Mard (150D) nofap challenge to stay disciplined.
  • Am coming up with a new way to track my day throughout. Just read on.

I used to think not talking about porn does it. But it does not. I am serious about no fap now. I am gonna listen to the audiobook of the easypeasymethod.org book. You guys can also find it here: extremely hydrated man reads easypeasymethod.org audiobook - YouTube

The hourly check-ins:

I am about to check in into my diary hourly from tomorrow. However, I wonтАЩt be replying to my topic hourly (someone confirm if this is okay) though. I would be editting the daily thread to avoid flooding the topic.

Rules:

  • Check in hourly
  • The first check in will be when I wake up. I will check in after freshening up and praying for 5 min. After that I can have my breakfast.
  • In the first check in itself I have to write down my daily tasks.
  • Successive checkins will be my progress in the day.
  • 3 hours of study is necessary for 1 hour of break. Before that no break can be taken. Also, itтАЩs not needed to take a break after 3 hours of study (but not vice-versa).
  • The smallest unit of time is hour. e.g. I canтАЩt study 1 hour and enjoy a 20 min break.
  • As soon as I have an urge, I can update. The first immediate action in response to my urge will be me talking to my parents or approaching them. I should think about how I am simply cheating them by hiding this stuff from them.
  • The last checkin will be after me offering a small prayer. I will strike out my tasks and before sleeping, I can listen to soft and low music to induce sleep. Also, drinking milk can help. (This is because I have a habit of masturbating to induce sleep, I donтАЩt know why on earth I am so badly trapped).

I am going to start this from tomorrow. For now, IтАЩll just go listen to the audiobook and start my success journey from tomorrow. I will update once I am done and I will also pray after that.

Hey so I just finished the audiobook till 2:44:50 and as far as I have been in the book, there are a few very remarkable lessons for me

  1. Porn is similar to drugs especially heroin. It doesnтАЩt give you ANY pleasure.
  2. Quitting porn isnтАЩt difficult. We are just brainwashed to believe that there are benefits of porn however there are none.
  3. Urge for porn is like thirst for poison
  4. тАЬJust one peakтАЭ or тАЬthe last videoтАЭ doesnтАЩt satisfy, it just adds fuel to the fire.

There are a lot more things in the book but listing them here is not possible for me. These are the most important lessons. I will keep adding in the future if I find some more. I am really optimistic to finish the book.

For now, I am really sleepy. So off to bed.

9:00 AM :- Good Morning! I already prayed once. TodayтАЩs tasks:-

  • Phy NLM Theory
  • Bot Bio. ClasтАж theory
  • Zoo Excrtn theory
  • Chem ThermoD MCQs.
  • Projects from school
  • Read easypeasymethod second half

Today will be finally a porn free day because of this book. It really helped me realise what porn is and makes me feel pity on the porn users.

Anyway, letтАЩs go.

10:00 AM:- Having my breakfast. Watching lecture along with it.

11:00 AM:- Lecture :+1:
note: from now onwards i will do hourly checkin in some text editor application and will copy paste it here at the end of the day. This way I will be less distracted and also my posts wonтАЩt be always bumping.

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