letās get that sarkari naukri first 
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Yes start preparing for interviews from now. 
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Yeah Iāll, I have to look for how to prepare for PSU interviews first , not doing anything today though.
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17-03-2022
No relapses.
Though urges were thereā¦ controlled them somehowā¦
Workout log 
100 skips 
25 Lunges
25 squats
Cycling 6km
60 Pushups
5 Diamond Pushups
50 Incline Pushups
20 Incline Diamond Pushups
The day was pretty goodā¦ Went to party with my friends. Ate Veg cutlet burger and drank sugarcane juice 
(best drink ever!!!)
Bhaiā¦maja aayaga.
Dangā¦day 4 comes to an end.
Noice.
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Ganne ka rass 
. Itās awesome indeed
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Amrut hai ye 
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18-03-2022
Watched a LOT of porn and fapped like 5-6 times i guess? and then didnāt even workoutā¦heh.
(TOTALLY WORTHLESS I knowwwwww righttt!!)
I need a break.
I donāt feel like I can do nofap anymoreā¦
Iām sorryā¦ Itās just too much to handle for me.
I feel like I stepped into a place I shouldnāt have. I feel like Iām intoxicating. Iām suffocating.
Every minute of the day passes with me thinking about either porn either masturbation or fantasizing or a streak Iāve made or the forum or every fucking thing related to PMO and SEX. It has become a fucking obsession.
Not a day NOT A FUCKING DAY has gone by with me not thinking about it.
I hate it. I kept quite until now but nowā¦ it all seems like bullshit now. I canāt it anymoreā¦
It keeps on haunting meā¦
LIKE WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK???
NOTHINGāS CHANGEDā¦NOTHING
Iām just a worthless piece of trash who hasnāt improved an INCHā¦
Where have I even got after doing NOfap? HUH?
No where. NO FUCKING WHeRe.
I canāt handle the urgesā¦I relapse every 2-5 daysā¦FUUUUUUUCK.
Thought that being in nofap might help but instead its becoming an obsession it never should have due to my failures 
I donāt know what to do. I donāt even care anymore.
Iām fucked and angry at myself for being a failure.
hehā¦
I need a break. or maybe its better if i quit nofap.
Hope you guys donāt become trash like me.
Get on with your lives k?
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Yeah , if you feel like it then do it. Take some rest. By my experience I can say it surely gets worse if we keep relapsing even after trying all things. So take some days , try to stop thinking about nofap completely . But itās best if you leave ā ā ā ā completely in that period.
Also you are not failure. At least you tried unlike other compromisers. All the best return with more power.
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I can feel you literally, when i lost my streak recently. I felt really bad and fck Iāve been doing this. Par pata nhi yaar mann ke andar ki awaaz kehti hai ki waapis try karun jab tak apne aap ko prove karke na dikhaun tab tak try karun. Let me tell you my story. When i started to fap it was great i was feeling great but i donāt after few months something is wrong with morally and physically. I searched and searched finally landed on this forum. Main cheez hoti apna reason ki kyun aap yeh karna chahte ho. Mera reason tha ki main apne se yeh sab cheeze dekhar dhokha kar raha hun isliye bhai tu bhi apna reason find kar aur karliya hai toh usse apni strength bana.
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Aur haan nofap main hard work, will power lagti hai. Agar itna hi aasan toh koi bhi banda aakar kar leta aur kabhi results dikhte hain kabhi nhi hai. Ek aur ek brick dheere dheere ghar banaate hain . Ek saath toh nhi hota sab kuch. And sorry to say your attitude is really wrong nofap teri saari problem ka solution nhi hain. You have to work hard too.
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Realize your fantasy which is driving you to PMO. Maybe itās the figure or may be body parts and change the way you view it. Until mind is cleared and your viewing perception you canāt go long way as at some time later it will drive you back. But bro this journwy is worth fighting for. KEEP TRYING TILL DEATH IS MY MOTTO AND KEEP LIVING YOUR DREAMS AND KEEP WORKING HARD FOR YOURSELF AND YOUR FAMILY.
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Iām back.
(20 charactersā¦)
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21-04-2022
Okā¦so it was a really really tiring day.
Woke up at 6ā¦
Studied 4.5 hrs.
Enjoyed with friends and thennnnn
While returning homeā¦ guess what! My cycle punctured.
I stayed there waiting for it to be repaired for about like 20mins.
So yeahā¦ finally the timesā here.
Boards start from 27th.
First paper is English.
5 days xyz hrs remain.
And Iām ready. Oh im fucking readyā¦
Bring it on
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All the best for your boards.
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Thank you very much!
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Daaammnnnnn .
And to think that thereās still 5 days remaining. Bhai next level, meri aaj tak exam se ek min pehle tak poori trh se preparation hui hi nhi .
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Are wo competitive ka alag rehta hai na
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Are school vgrh me bhi, last moment tak lgta tha ki nhi kuch toh kami hai .
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Waah yar ā¦aur ham yaha syallabus mese 1 2 chap kam kr lete haiā¦only imp imp.
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Han college me toh chalta hai yeh kaafi , last night fight
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