[17 M] Rezboy247 "Hard Mode" journal

Day 1

Today I spent the day doing school work and watching YouTube. I wasn’t very active because I am so sore from CrossFit the other day. I know this is just an excuse so next time I will at least do some cardio in between CrossFit days.

Other than that, I have had no urges surprisingly.

Tommorow im going to hangout with a girl that I’ve been texting recently and I’m excited about it because for the past 2 weeks or so, I’ve been doing nothing but school work. I’ve at least spent 5 to 6 hours everyday on school work. So I’m glad I’m getting the chance to get out of the house for a little bit to hangout with a pretty girl :man_shrugging:t4: .

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That is the spirit my man. This is how you do it.
Iam 100% sure you’ll make it happen this time!!! :handshake::handshake::muscle::muscle:

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Day 2

So, today I spent most of the day watching anime and making music. Weekends are mostly my days off when it comes to school so that’s why I haven’t done a whole lot of anything.

But today I actually did hit the heavy bag for a good 3 rounds, it felt so good to let all my anger and emotions out on that heavy bag. I feel as if I am getting better every single day when it comes to my boxing skills. There are still some things that I need to work on of course but I’m improving every day. Also, I streamed me hitting the heavy bag on twitch.tv. It is a streaming service if you didn’t know already. I had zero viewers but it saves all of my past livestreams so from now on, everytime I hit the heavy bag, I will stream it. I’ll be doing this so that I have something to look back on and see if I’m improving. Maybe some people will watch too lol.

That’s pretty much how my day went, hopefully I’m not so sore tommorow so that I can hit the heavy bag tommorow. But if I am, I will either jump rope or run.

Also, I’m not sure if I should share my twitch channel on here but if enough people want to see it, I’ll let you guys know what it is.

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Make your dreams a reality bro, I believe in you. You can be the best there ever was. Let this be the first battle you fight. Once you beat this the possibilies are endless. A man with self-control is a force to be reckoned with. Btw do you method to defeat urges @Rezboy247? This is an absolute necessity

Thanks, @Sacred, this means a lot. I will try with all of my heart to follow my dreams and never relapse again!!

I actually am home alone right now and I’m having urges since this is usually when I relapsed in the past. I have no method as of right now but when I was at my highest streak (38 days) I logged into this app and read success stories, It helps me remember why I started.

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Since I promised I would show my face if I relapsed again… Check out my twitch channel at https://m.twitch.tv/rezboy247/profile

You could also create an account on twitch and follow me, it would help out a lot

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I’m 17 year old And Trying My Best To Beat My Own Best.
My current streak is 24 days
And taking no Fap September Challenge
My code is sjzmds

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That’s awesome @Sansar_Sharma , add me back so that we can beat this addiction together! :muscle:t4:

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This past month has been living hell for myself. I have been struggling in silence.

I am done messing around, I’m done with porn, and I’m done being soft.

This is my daily routine starting tomorrow morning. I’m done taking it easy on myself and allowing myself dumbass excuses.

I challenge you to make a similar routine for yourself and stick to it, who’s with me?

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Happy you’re back in the fight brother! Let’s beat this thing finally and become who we always wanted to be.

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Good to see you man! Can’t wait to conquer this addiction together! @Sacred

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Firstly kudos to you man for creating such a powerful routine. Now the most important thing is following through, that is where 99% game comes to play. This planing means only 1%
So Iam with you. We are gonna do this man. Iam also following very strict routing these days and choosing discomfort over comfort every single day.
We got this man. Lets go :muscle::muscle::muscle:

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Yess, it’s easy to say you’re going to do something, but the hard part is building that discipline to keep your word.

We got this man, let’s dive deep within ourselves and create our most ideal self’s through discipline and hard work. We got this @Tagore :muscle:

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Day 3

Just a quick update about my progress, today I had a ton of urges and my mind was trying to play tricks on me to try and get me to peek.

But I said fuck that, and I decided to run my ass off till I was gasping for air. I made sure my lungs were on fire before I stopped.

One of my goals is to become equal to the person who runs the CrossFit gym I go to. He is insane when it comes to cardio and weight lifting. He lifts weight with ease and never runs out of breath when doing difficult exercises.

This is a small goal that I came up with so that I can stay motivated while pushing myself past my limits daily.

Also, I might have to change my routine a little bit since I am falling behind in school. But one thing is for sure, if I am not working out, I’ll be doing my school work.

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Hey bro @Rezboy247 How are you now? How is your noFap progress? How is life?
Are you still going to journal?
Keep fighting bro. And never give in. You can do this.

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