[17 M] Rezboy247 "Hard Mode" journal

Day 1

Today I spent the day doing school work and watching YouTube. I wasn’t very active because I am so sore from CrossFit the other day. I know this is just an excuse so next time I will at least do some cardio in between CrossFit days.

Other than that, I have had no urges surprisingly.

Tommorow im going to hangout with a girl that I’ve been texting recently and I’m excited about it because for the past 2 weeks or so, I’ve been doing nothing but school work. I’ve at least spent 5 to 6 hours everyday on school work. So I’m glad I’m getting the chance to get out of the house for a little bit to hangout with a pretty girl :man_shrugging:t4: .

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That is the spirit my man. This is how you do it.
Iam 100% sure you’ll make it happen this time!!! :handshake::handshake::muscle::muscle:

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Day 2

So, today I spent most of the day watching anime and making music. Weekends are mostly my days off when it comes to school so that’s why I haven’t done a whole lot of anything.

But today I actually did hit the heavy bag for a good 3 rounds, it felt so good to let all my anger and emotions out on that heavy bag. I feel as if I am getting better every single day when it comes to my boxing skills. There are still some things that I need to work on of course but I’m improving every day. Also, I streamed me hitting the heavy bag on twitch.tv. It is a streaming service if you didn’t know already. I had zero viewers but it saves all of my past livestreams so from now on, everytime I hit the heavy bag, I will stream it. I’ll be doing this so that I have something to look back on and see if I’m improving. Maybe some people will watch too lol.

That’s pretty much how my day went, hopefully I’m not so sore tommorow so that I can hit the heavy bag tommorow. But if I am, I will either jump rope or run.

Also, I’m not sure if I should share my twitch channel on here but if enough people want to see it, I’ll let you guys know what it is.

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Make your dreams a reality bro, I believe in you. You can be the best there ever was. Let this be the first battle you fight. Once you beat this the possibilies are endless. A man with self-control is a force to be reckoned with. Btw do you method to defeat urges @Rezboy247? This is an absolute necessity

Thanks, @Sacred, this means a lot. I will try with all of my heart to follow my dreams and never relapse again!!

I actually am home alone right now and I’m having urges since this is usually when I relapsed in the past. I have no method as of right now but when I was at my highest streak (38 days) I logged into this app and read success stories, It helps me remember why I started.

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Since I promised I would show my face if I relapsed again… Check out my twitch channel at https://m.twitch.tv/rezboy247/profile

You could also create an account on twitch and follow me, it would help out a lot

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I’m 17 year old And Trying My Best To Beat My Own Best.
My current streak is 24 days
And taking no Fap September Challenge
My code is sjzmds

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That’s awesome @Sansar_Sharma , add me back so that we can beat this addiction together! :muscle:t4:

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This past month has been living hell for myself. I have been struggling in silence.

I am done messing around, I’m done with ■■■■, and I’m done being soft.

This is my daily routine starting tomorrow morning. I’m done taking it easy on myself and allowing myself dumbass excuses.

I challenge you to make a similar routine for yourself and stick to it, who’s with me?

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Happy you’re back in the fight brother! Let’s beat this thing finally and become who we always wanted to be.

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Good to see you man! Can’t wait to conquer this addiction together! @Sacred

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Firstly kudos to you man for creating such a powerful routine. Now the most important thing is following through, that is where 99% game comes to play. This planing means only 1%
So Iam with you. We are gonna do this man. Iam also following very strict routing these days and choosing discomfort over comfort every single day.
We got this man. Lets go :muscle::muscle::muscle:

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Yess, it’s easy to say you’re going to do something, but the hard part is building that discipline to keep your word.

We got this man, let’s dive deep within ourselves and create our most ideal self’s through discipline and hard work. We got this @Tagore :muscle:

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Day 3

Just a quick update about my progress, today I had a ton of urges and my mind was trying to play tricks on me to try and get me to peek.

But I said fuck that, and I decided to run my ass off till I was gasping for air. I made sure my lungs were on fire before I stopped.

One of my goals is to become equal to the person who runs the CrossFit gym I go to. He is insane when it comes to cardio and weight lifting. He lifts weight with ease and never runs out of breath when doing difficult exercises.

This is a small goal that I came up with so that I can stay motivated while pushing myself past my limits daily.

Also, I might have to change my routine a little bit since I am falling behind in school. But one thing is for sure, if I am not working out, I’ll be doing my school work.

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Hey bro @Rezboy247 How are you now? How is your noFap progress? How is life?
Are you still going to journal?
Keep fighting bro. And never give in. You can do this.

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I need to stop.

These past 3 months or so I have taken the easy path of not abstaining from PMO. Not even making an attempt to keep a streak past 5 days. To be honest, I can’t remember the last time I got higher than 5 days without porn. I have even been slacking off in school, pretty much failing most of my classes.

I need your help.

I remember when I was so active in this forum, encouraging everyone that they had what it takes to be free from this addiction, but now I’m struggling more than ever.

It’s not that I am depressed or anything. I have been keeping up with boxing and Crossfit daily which has made me the happiest I’ve ever been. So I am happy, but the only thing wrong is that I am addicted to porn. It’s almost like I stopped giving a fuck about semen retention and everything that has to do with it. That’s the reason why I left this website without saying goodbye. I was too ashamed to admit that I let my addiction consume me.

Starting today I will start writing a daily journal just like I used to. I will be completely honest with your people so that we could hold each other accountable.

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Glad to see you’re back in this fight bro. Let’s do this!

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We got this!! It’s good to see you

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Day 1
Today was not filled with any urges thankfully. I usually don’t start feeling urges until like 3 days in so I’ll have to keep my guard up. Today I didn’t work out at all but that’s only because I have so much school work to catch up on. I am trying to finish all of my classes for the semester before Christmas so that I can spend time with my family without having to worry about school. I kinda feel guilty for not working out since I usually do it every day but I understand it’s for the best. Anyways, that was my day today, I looked at the nofap subreddit today and it motivated me to stick with it this time. No more excuses.

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Day 10
Sorry for not posting updates on here, I took a break because I needed to get away from the toxic mindset of nofap. What I mean by that is putting your self worth on how many days you were abstaining instead of focusing on what really matters.

Maybe I’m different from everyone else, but I feel as if I’m better off not giving a second thought to nofap, semen retention, etc…

I thrive most when I am not even thinking about that shit. You see, the problem is that we get so obsessed with our counters that it’s all we can think about. It puts this enormous pressure on our backs that is tough to shake off, which then leads us to relapse to try and get rid of that weight on top of our shoulders.

Some of you may not understand but this is what’s working for me. Don’t think about it, enjoy life. When the urge comes, welcome it. From that point on, do anything else besides pmo. Whether that’s watching YouTube, going on a walk, hanging out with family. Don’t think too much into it. Just go and live your life not obsessed with a dumbass counter. Sure you can count days, but don’t obsess over it.

Hopefully this made sense. I’m now on my tenth day and striving to keep going day by day without worrying about my counter.

If you have any questions don’t be afraid to ask!

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