Is it just me or does this look hella sus 
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It looks like he is actually chhoti bachi
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Heck enough of falling and trying to get up. I canโt do it anymore i am having headache which i never experienced. I have tried a lot things nothing seem to work, even if i start doing squats and all at last i relapse, when i did workout regularly then also i relased a lot, but this times itโs too much .Fuck, i have relapsed more than 150 times since last 2 months, thatโs it i canโt do it anymore. Abey kuch bhi kro baar baar urge aati hai, jahan dekho wahan porn wgera hai. I am the worst.sorry dadaji, aapka pota naakara , besharam aur behuda hai. Each day i feel sad and guilty, i was the best before this habit and now i canโt believe itโs me. I canโt focus on anything, i have become a heavy fapper, who doesnโt want to go outside and live all in his room, wasting his time. Procatinate everything. I am trying to get rid of this fucking habit since last 3 years , i thought one day i will get out this shit, but i think i canโt. Nothing can change me, not even my grandfatherโs death, ab andaaza ho gya hoga main kitna gir gya hoon. Fuck it, i wanted to gift him something o his birthday, but main itna nich hoon wo bhi nhi kr paaya.
Thatโs all have a great life guys.
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Abe sun le ek baat agar suicide jaisa koi galat kadam uthaya na udhar mein tere ko maar daalega. Nahi hota hai time lein podcast deta hoon woh sun kisi se advice le lekin itna bada kadam mat utha
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Nhi bro. You can changeโฆ you right now in deep emptiness after relapse. I felt it also. It is the worst feeling. Feeling of painful voidโฆ pain in head. No relief.
But listen there is a way out of this. Samaranjay did this. I almost also did it. Tiger did it. The_resilient one did it. You just have to be patience and keep pushing hardโฆ
Also be true to yourself and your parents. Thatโs all you need to overcome it.
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thatโs it ?
you decide to give up to failure ?
no bro , you are not like this .
tumhe kmayaabi nahi mil rahi toh tareeke badlo , iraade nahi . Believe me , jab bhi tum socho ki sab kuch try kar chuka hu main par kuch nahi hone waala , thereโs still a lot left .
Aaj agar haar manoge toh 10 saal baad pachtaoge .
Mere saath bhi aisa hua hai , par har baar se jyada acha try karne ke siva kuch nahi kar sakte .
Thande dimaag se socho ki kya galti karrhe , aur un cheezo ko follow karo jo yaha bohot log karte aur succeed hote hai .
Giving up was never an option , it was who let yourself fall into this and it will be you who has to fight yourself to get yourself out of this . that was bad never mindโฆ
All you have is this time brother , keep calm and restart everything again . Think , aim , plan and execute .
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Mere ko ek baat bol itna negative sochta kyun hai kis baat se darta hai mein bhi to fail ho jaata hoon haar jaata hoon iska matlab yeh nahi ki mein mar jaao har ek relapse ek insan ko experience deta hai ki woh kaha galti kar raha hai agli baar udhar nahi karne ka
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yes 
thatโs what I wanna say
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Isko video dene se nahi chalega yeh insan ko kuch tareeke se batana hoga
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Just know that , these times are hard , it will be hard . If you had raised your expectation too high then youโll feel broken , no doubt . You will feel like ending everything and get rid of everything . But you canโt do that , you have this small life .
We all have past all this , you can too . You are in deep grief and overwhelmed with emotions rn , give yourself sometime and than think and act
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Is he there or he left already ?
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Chala gaya woh
Idhar Banda depression mein hai aur is post ko 20 characters chahiye le tera 20 characters ab khush
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tera dimaag shi hai hai? aur pehle ye DP hata.
Tujhe pata teri puri zindagi padhi abhi tu haara nhi aur bc apne dadaji ke lye nhi kar paaya tu mummy papa ke liye toh karle. Aur sun koi tujhe kuch force nhi kar raha hai tu nofap kar nhi karna toh mat kar lekin aise khyaal na laa.
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Damn it I am late 
Internet bhi band hai iska, I hope he is fine.
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Damn , I hope heโd be fine soon
I am getting worried
I called him, he didnโt pick up 
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we can just wait and hope everything gets fine 
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I didnโt read the rest of the convo, but if you are doing a cardio challenge while being skinny, my chappal will come flying to your face all the way from Kerala
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he didnโt reply yet
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Ok now that I read the convo, it doesnโt really matter. Too much peer pressure I swear. People find a way to fuck up a rehabilitation system the same way they did with the education system. Sad truly. @Sholt_Tenkerrot bro if you are reading this, stfu and text me or anyone here for help. Iโll beat you up otherwise
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