I thought it meant something else 
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Ehhhhhh
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Go on brother 
You can do it!
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No
I have so many memories here in this diary so I won’t let it simply go away.
I want to be free this time let’s start again
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I won against my first and hardest urge ever experienced in my life
It all happened last night when I was in bed, supposed to sleep, but it didn’t turn out to be a peaceful night.
It was a war
An urge made of fire came to me, never in my life I experienced such an urge, even my hand started moving without consciousness but then I stopped
I said to my urge: “You can do whatever you want but let me tell you this, Even if it takes me not sleeping all night, I won’t fap”
But, the urge was so strong, I stayed awake for 5 hours, I’m not kidding, for 5 whole hours, but in the end,
𝗜 𝗪𝗢𝗡 
Thank you old me for this wonderful gift of being here on day 3 since a month
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Day 0 | The real streak
I didn’t fap but my goal is now to No fap and also No P
Let’s start tomorrow the real streak
That’s all for today
Good night 
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I slipped up again after 6 days 
But I won’t say 6 days cause I watched porn for 3 days and edged a little every day.
Let’s focus on a small goal for now:
First goal:
No P, M, or O, No edge, no nothing for 24 hours 
Repeat:
3 times
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@The_integrous_one @Sholt_Tenkerrot @The_Ambitious_One @WalKir @anon30406793 @anon87955785 @nofapstar123 @prothekter_aden @anon6586404 @yashnofap01
I have read this diary from the beginning till here and now I am reminded of my goal.
Enough!!!
I must stop with the chit chat and being goody goody with not promising words!
From tomorrow on, there will be a new Sabeur Khalid, you won’t recognize him anymore.
Tomorrow is the first day of my forever streak even if it seems impossible, even if it seems hard, that’s what gives me:
𝗠𝗢𝗧𝗜𝗩𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡
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Lock down
Monster unleashed!
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That’s the time when Inside Monster wakes up and make you Unbreakable !!
Keep the Spirit High. All the Best !!
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The begining of my day:🇩 🇦 🇾
8͍ :͍ 1͍5͍ P͍.͍M͍
- - > «DID TODAY AND YESTERDAY»
- - > «DID TODAY BUT NOT YESTERDAY»
- - > «NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE»
- - > «DID FOR A WHOLE WEEK»
[] SLEPT ENOUGH
[] CLEANED MY ROOM
[] ATE HEALTHY FOOD
[] FAMILY TIME
[] READING
[] DRANK ENOUGH WATER
[] STSRTED WRINTING AGAIN
[] STRETCHING EXERCISES
[] LIED DOWN FOR A BETTER BACK POSTER
[] PRAYED
[] STUDIED
[] TOOK A COLD SHOWER
I was really happy and strong willed today, I felt like I was reborn again
No P, No M, No O, No looking at people from different direction except for their faces, No edge, No urge, No bad thoughts, No nothing!!!
I have a good feeling about this new journey, the same feeling I had once I started that streak in Wich I broke my record, No it’s more than that, I feel like:
Miraculous!
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The end of my day:🇩 🇦 🇾
9͍ :͍ 1͍5͍ P͍.͍M͍
- - > «DID TODAY AND YESTERDAY»
- - > «DID TODAY BUT NOT YESTERDAY»
- - > «NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE»
- - > «DID FOR A WHOLE WEEK»
[] SLEPT ENOUGH
[] CLEANED MY ROOM
[] ATE HEALTHY FOOD
[] FAMILY TIME
[] READING
[] DRANK ENOUGH WATER
[] STARTED WRINTING AGAIN
[] LIED DOWN FOR A BETTER BACK POSTER
[] PRAYED
[] STUDIED
[] TOOK A COLD SHOWER
[] PLAYED THE PIANO
[] EXERCICED
[] REDUCED SCREEN TIME
Again, No P, No M, No O, No looking at people from different direction except for their faces, No edge, No urge, No bad thoughts, No nothing!!!
It’s the 3rd day that I’m mostly worried about, I never completed the third day without any edges. That’s gonna be a tough Challenge but if you have a strong desire and discipline, Consistency will emerge and success can be achieved.
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🇩 🇦 🇾
8͍ :͍ 1͍5͍ P͍.͍M͍
- - > «DID TODAY AND YESTERDAY»
- - > «DID TODAY BUT NOT YESTERDAY»
- - > «NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE»
- - > «DID FOR A WHOLE WEEK»
[] SLEPT ENOUGH
[] CLEANED MY ROOM
[] FAMILY TIME
[] READING
[] DRANK ENOUGH WATER
[] STARTED WRINTING AGAIN
[] LIED DOWN FOR A BETTER BACK POSTER
[] PRAYED
[] STUDIED
[] PLAYED THE PIANO
[] REDUCED SCREEN TIME
Watched P and edged but it’s never too late to stop them as well.
Storms make people stronger and never last forever .