I didn’t think I’d get this far, 5 months, kind of just want some encouragement and validation right now about this achievement, because it is that, it is an achievement and i just want someone to acknowledge that.
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I personally think it is a huge achievement! But what do you think?
It sounds a bit as if you aren’t really sure about it?
what are you unhappy with?
Sorry mate but you will have to imagine the tune yourself 
I as well think that it is some amazing achievement, I think that you have been hugely strong in these 150 days. But what valuedoes my aknowledgement have if your own acknowledgement does not have any? 
Be happy and proud of yourself mate, because you have done what others feel impossible to do!!
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I don’t know, I know that it is a huge achievement, but I don’t believe it was a necessary achievement, that i could have made the choice to not do it, to not relapse, but that it was too hard. There’s still a lot of shame tied to it, that I’m not happy with the choices I made to relapse in the first place.