I have recently crossed 110 days mark without pmo, but suddenly all of a sudden I was feeling the urges to fap, the urges to watch ■■■■ and to let go of my streak… It feels like I will never be able to conquer my lusts and always vulnerable to pmo… Why is this happening.???
Maybe ■■■■ is not the problem. Our life is messed up, that’s why we search for ■■■■ to feel good by fapping. Right this very moment I want to fap. Man, why is this all coming back… God please.help me…
stay strong man
i think we will always stay more vulnerable to porn than people who never had this problem. but they will have other “drugs” instead
what is your current situation? how is your stress level?
porn is a medication for our problems. do you go through a hard time lately?
Not good, man. Did not fap. Somehow controlled but suddenly losing all confidence in myself… Stroked my d*** a little but suddenly stopped it. I will not give up…
The reason of this NoFap things is to rewire your brain to the normal way it was, recover it from the dopamine abuse you’ve had.
This NoFap thing is more like a self treatment so you can enjoy life like a normal human would instead of living it like a druggie.
These urges come and go, it depends on how long were you addicted to the PMO and how deep were you into it. Stay strong and busy and these habits won’t bother you.
I have come to accept that I will probably never be free from it in this life. That does not mean the struggle isn’t worth it. Honestly that’s what makes the struggle worth it. It is the most noble fight to be fought. I am fighting a dragon that is far stronger than I am. By all rights it should cripple or crush me. I can’t win by myself. I believe that someday God deliver me from this but that is his gift to give. It is not something to be earned or demanded. It is given when he decides I’m ready. In his infinite wisdom I trust that he’ll show me when that time is. And it might not be in this life but I believe we are eternal beings and the hell I live through now will make heaven all the more sweet.
Awesome words brother. You are absolutely right. We should keep on fighting no matter what. Thanks a lot. @Kalin
Right you are man. We are always vulnerable to urges, I should pay more attention to my work and soon these urges will vanish.
My first experience I had was fapping with no porn. Porn corrupts your mind. I hate how long I’ve been in this struggle. The consequences are real and hard to accept.
I’m never going to let PMO defeat me completely. I will always stand against it believing I will one day live a normal life.
Don’t you get tired of the fight? Tired of the failure? This struggle is real. The victory will be real as well.
Same here man. It’s hard for me to say this, but I feel that when I started doing no-fap, after 30 days or so, I experienced wonderful benefits, but it’s suddenly going away… It’s a tough battle. @copper_bronze